She sits in a dark corner, hating her life, the people that have hurt her. she loathes her parents. her siblings, her self. Everyone ignores her, she sits in solitary b/c no one notices her. she is invisible. she trys her best to be seen and yet no one see's her. she walks into the commons of her shool. she takes a knife and slowly delimbs herself. then she slits her throat. blood is everywhere. Now she can be seen. now her story can be told.

 

 

What family or school rule would you most like to change?

id's most definitly!

What would you most like to ask God?

 

 why is my life a living hell??

tomaorw i am having a halloween party and i'll take pis and load 'e m so u all can see 'em look for the post PICSSS!"

If you were leaving your state/province, which part of the country would you want to move to?

 

tee-hee, ALASKA!!! and the reason why is so i can go see my baby boy!

we have my step sis and bro this weekend so be sure to telll me first in regular chat that your there!

What would you like to be doing in 10 years?

 

there's no telling, maybe be married, have a few kids, etc

Is it harder for you to eat healthy or get exercise?

 

eat healthy most def, i have the hardest time eating ANYTHING for that matter and everything has meat in it now a days so i can't eat much!

I lingered in the shadows, watching as they walked past me. how could they notice me? there's nothing speacial about me. i slipped in the train of people. the hallway was full of people from every clique. I slipped into my class undetected. I am invisible and i am good at it. the teacher eyed me and i knew he instantly labeled me trouble. i braided my waist length chocolate brown hair into pig-tail style braids. Mr. I-label people-because-that's-my-job began roll call. every one said they're heres except for me. He hadn't called my name. " Now if i didn't call your name tell me your name and bring me your scheduale. I shoved my hands in my pocket and dug for my scheduale. i walked to the teacher's desk. a mess of a desk may i add. "Name?" his cruel cold voice echoed in my ears. "Erin Evans" i answered snakely. I shoved my scheduale into his hands. he looked over it then looked at me. i smiled devilishly at him and dared him with my stare to make a remark about me or the way i dress. he silenced his remarks with a shake of the head. "Very well, every one this is Erin Evans." he said handing back my scheduale. I hated being the new girl in school. every one always pressed their ugly mugs up agianst the windows of your life to try to figure you out. to bad mine were tinted black with blood red coverings. I shot a silencing look at a prep as she began to ask a dumb question. i slumped down in my seat hoping to once again resume my invisable status. i looked to my left. A girl with my style sat there. i looked to my right. Unfortunantly there was that guy. You know the one that's a complete gag reflex forcer but thinks your the hottest thing on earth. i was stuck with my cloned friend. The girl slipped me a piece of paper. Hey my name is Loren, word of advise, NEVER talk to the guy infront of you, he'll flip out on you. LOREN
 I picked up my pencil. loren, hey erin here, thanks for the advi. so do you have A lunch or B lunch? ErIn. I slipped the paper into her hand. I saw her read it and she grabbed her pencil and write her response. the notes continued until the bell rang. loren trudged through the hall and slipped into a classroom. i checked my scheduale hoping that i had her class next. it was a score.  I sat down in the chair next to her. when the new kid embaressment was over we began talking. in the short 45 minuets i had learned a ton about Loren. I picked up my books and cut my finger on a piece of paper. Loren got a funny look on her face and then next thing i knew i had teeth marks in my neck and abulance workers were carrying me to a stretcher. I looked around for Loren. I saw her in a corner, hair in her face, blood dripping from her lips. When I woke up agian i was in a cream colored room and a docotr was staring at me. i scooted away from him. "where am I?" i muttered. " your in room 656 at St.Tervin's.
I looked around , my mum stood beside me holding my hand. my brother was sitting in the chair next to mum. In the corner was a dark figure that looked to be Loren. It moved towards me. I soon realized that it was loren. she appoligized for atacking me. mum brought me my lunch, thankfully not Hospital food. I sat up and ate. Derik reached over and touched were i was bitten. " Haha now your going to be a vampiress" he taunted. mum scolded him and he went silent agian. Loren watched as i ate. the doctor came in with a bag of blood. " you lost quite  a bit of blood, ms.Evans.  I sniffed the air and grabbed thee back from him i instantly. Mum tryed to get it back from me but i bit into the bag in an instant and drank the dontated blood. the doctor went to get another and put it up high enough that i couldn't possibly reach. He even had to have a stool. I sulked for the next few hours. People came and went and talked and whispered. Eventualy i drifted off to sleep. When I woke up i had my discharge papers and was being lifted from the bed and placed in a wheel chair. I tryed getting up but astrong push down kept me from trying agian. The pig nosed nurse and her 6 inch hot pink nails pushed me to the hummer. I quickly clawed my way into the back of the hummer. Dad helped return the wheel chair and gather my things. I hunkered down in the seat hopeing to not be bothered. Loren got in and sat infront of me. she turned aroundm  mouthed an appology and turned back around.