Ok I have decided to post here so you all know why I have been and will be missing,

My Nanna is really sick and it looks like she might die, her blood count is dropping lower and lower and the doctors do not know why this is occuring, As she is a JW a blood transfusion is not a option,this would be the recomended tratment, We are aware there was a "bloodless" option however this will take 2weeks to work and the impact might not take effect and the doctors have said this is not going be enough time.

At the moment all we can do is sit and watch, and painfully wait for the worst of things to happen I do not know how to feel. Do I feel sad or do I feel hope or do I just scream from the roof top, My heart is breaking and I am struggling being a mum with normal daily activities and feeling numb and not wanting to function,

I am close to my nanna I have been her carer for sometime now and we do alot together including our recent holiday, I am finding it hard to focus,or even know what day of the week it is and finding the strength to do daily jobs and be at the hospital, Just to add to the worries my mum broke her elbow a week ago and had surgery and is in need of care and support right now too,

I am not sure of the outcome or the length of time or even where to go next I do know that I am not here much and my heart is broken...........

Please say a prayer for us and maybe we will find strength to come through this and all be ok.

Blessed Be Bdazz

When witches go riding,

and black cats are seen,

the moon laughs and whispers,

it must be near Halloween.

On Halloween night, witches come true;

Wild ghosts escape from dreams.

Each monster dances in the park....

"When black cats prowl and pumpkins gleam,

May luck be yours on Halloween."

P.S We hope you enjoyed Stopping by to see our Halloween.

Blessings Bdazz.

Soulmate 

Its not easy to love

Its not easy to say

youve found the one true person

Who makes light every day

Its hard to find

The one who is right

Who you want to be with

Both day and night

To find one true love

Is that we all crave

To love them from the first meeting

Until the end at the grave

Some even love past

The final breath of life

And are always the ever

Devoted husband or wife.

Is it wrong to yearn

for a love that's so true

that you feel whole

and they complete you

To get the strange feeling

and tingle inside

When you hold someone near

Or they are close by your side.

So the search goes on

For the one true love

the lover, the soul mate

That fits hand in glove. 

Please join me here in offering prayers to grannysarey who lost her Nephew to cancer yesterday I was saddened by the news so I have started this blog to offer comfort and support to her and her famiy in this time of grief and loss,

(((Cyber Hugs))) and Blessings from me to you

OK My Grab Buddies,

Here is a slide show with some pics from our trip

I cannot upload all of them too many

LOL but here is pics from all our stops

over 9 days away I hope you enjoy them

Blessings Bdazz.

P.S If you are a Facebook buddy the pics are

all up in the album for you to enjoy

          Welcome to the 4th of October Bumper Birthday Bash you can see who's party this is below Enjoy,,,,,,              

Thank you for stopping By Tomorrow I am off on Holiday XOXOXO

Bdazz

OK I am going on holiday next week leaving the 5th of October at 7am,

So I wanted to post here some of my holiday so you can see how big our trip is LOL, Above is a map of New South Wales, and I hope to post a few links for you to see the zoo we are visiting, as well as some other local stuff, anyway I will be away for between 9days and 12days depending on the road and kids and Nanna, I hope to post some pics when we get back to show you all the big trip.

http://www.taronga.org.au/western-plains-zoo.aspx

the zoo we are visiting

http://outreach.atnf.csiro.au/visiting/parkes/

The dish

http://www.zigzagrailway.com.au/

The steam railway

http://www.visitbluemountains.com.au/

The mountains for a 2day stop over

Just a few links to help you see our plan's for a trip away,Anyway I just wanted to show you where we will be and all that good stuff LOL, Blessings to you Bdazz

WORDS OF COMFORT

How do I talk of comfort
To my friend and comfort yield
When words are now like butterflies
Who've scattered across the field.

Then rise to a crescendo
Spreading magic over all
Covering up those comfort words
And to the ground they'd fall.

Now all those words of comfort
Are strewn to and fro
Leaving me with blankness,
No comfort do I know.

So silently, now, we sit there
With his hand clasped in mine
And even without those fleeting words
That Comfort...we can define.