I'm done with the lies... I'm done with the games... I'm done giving you my trust... I'm done trying to understand anymore... I'm just done with you... Good bye KitKat

Ya know, caring for someone and loving someone is just as bad sometimes. They both can make you oblivious to what’s going on in front of you and makes you feel that much more stupid when you realize what just happened. It makes things even worse when you understand that you can’t control the way you feel about someone. Yet still you try to put your trust in someone, giving faith that they won’t betray you and yet, out of everything you can possibly do, it still happens. Most of the time right in front of you and you don’t even realize it. You have your suspicions at times, you sit there and see tell-tell signs of what’s going on and you start picking up on things. If you’re lucky, you can stop it before it gets out of hand. Others it’s beyond your control and you just pick up the pieces from when everything hits the fan.

As hard as it is to realize your mistakes and to move on from some of them, you just have to trudge through and know everything will work out for the best down the road. Most importantly you need to learn from your mistakes. As painful as it may be, having to look back on everything that may have happened, you have to get an understanding, some level ground to know what happened so you can build yourself up from it. Yea, you may be hurt; yea you’re more than likely really aggravated but ya know what, it’s truthfully THEIR loss not yours. Think about it, it’s THEM that betrayed your trust, it’s THEM that screwed you over, it’s THEM that’s going to have to deal with you not being around anymore because of their immaturity levels and their drama and their lies they wanted to bring on themselves. Forget the fact that they say “they care about you” or “they love you” because if the really did, they wouldn’t have done whatever it is they did in the first place…

Keep your heads up and always remember to smile and be happy, it can be SOO much worse than what it is your dealing with.

I know it’s been a while since I’ve posted last and I apologize for that. I’ve have been dealing with a list of perpetual bulls**t recently and unfortunately it has no foreseeable future of clearing up. Most of it is coming from either trying to start another company, the proverbial bounty of school work, or the mendacious idiots that think their friends to me and are nothing more than a complete mockery to them selves… (Nobody from my current friends list on here)

Anyways, I do have 5 blogs I’m currently working on and will try to have them up here as soon as I can. Other than that I am seriously looking into moving out of this beautiful state here and getting away from the endless amount of (mostly) unnecessary disarray that is surrounding me at the moment...

Ya know I’m getting tired of these stupid commercials on TV. I mean isn’t ANYONE proofing these things? It’s all types of commercials from shampoos, car insurance all the way to medicines. Which really get me to wondering “what the hell were they thinking??” Let’s take a few blatant examples of stupid commercials (in my mind) to help prove my point… I won’t use the products actual names for all intensive legal purposes and such, but I assure you these are real commercials.

I start with a shampoo commercial… Guy is sitting in an office trying to figure out the name of a girl that keeps putting stuff on his desk. He’s fighting with his mind trying to figure it out so he starts asking it questions… First question he says “What is the capital of Moscow? … Russia” Umm… HELLO???!! First Moscow isn’t a country to HAVE a capital and second that’s a bit backwards. Moscow is the capital of RUSSIA. Guess they didn’t have enough collective intelligence to figure that one out…

There is another commercial for a heart medicine, it's all serious until the end of it when she says "You took care of your kids, now it's time to take care of yourself" Well there wasn’t ANY mention of kids in that commercial at all, besides maybe implying at that point they gave her the heart attack. The stupid point is, which sadly some people think this way, is what if you don't have kids? You can't take it then? Or I don't have kids, does that mean I don't have to take care of myself? Amazing what a little line can do to the public view of your product…

And the one commercial that REALLY bugs me because it is so utterly stupid, is from my local cable company. It’s a DTV commercial and they sit there and tell you ALL about the transition from analog to digital TV in Feb next year, but then they say “but you’re a ***** customer, so you don’t have to worry about it” … Umm, ok? So why the hell are you wasting your money and my time telling me about it if I don’t have to worry?? Bright minds, bright minds... :P

Thanks for reading my blabber! :)