Especially for you Mom
Dec 21, 2005 | 6:10PM
I thought that it would be a great idea to do my next blog about my Mom and in her favorite color. My Mom was a very beautiful person both inside and out. My mom passed away on 7-24-95 and I knew that it was going to happen. My mom had just lost the love of her life on 04-4-95 and she would never be the same after my Dad died. But anyways, I had a dream just a few days ahead and i told her that in my dream she died, her response was you are grown, and now responsible enough to take care of the kids and that was exactly what your Dad and I wanted for you so I am ready to go , God knows I am ready to go. I cried and cried and she comforted me, she then said get dress so we can go shopping. We shopped alot that day cause my son was turning one years old and she bought him everything his car bed, table and chair set, high chair, and furniture for my living room as well as my bedroom,dining room,kitchen and my girls room. She basically furnished the whole house. We shopped till we dropped. My mom was a awesome mom she taught me everything that I know she was always there for me whenever and wherever. My mom taught me how to cook, wash clothes, clean, take care of my kids, how to take care of my man, and how to Love, when I say that I mean she taught me to love hard and to stand up for the one I Love. She is such a priority in my life now cause I mimic my life and marriage after what I saw when I growing up. My Mom never sterred me wrong . My phrase Keep it Real actually came from my Mom cause she didn't deal with people who didn't. But like I was saying on the night before my mom passed away I had cooked her favorite dinner fried chicken, macaroni and cheese, and spinach and I will never never forget this day and our dessert was watermelon and my then 1 year old son spit all his seeds on her balcony and she put all of us out of her house. But something told me not to let this arguement go on so I went upstairs and I apologized to her, cleaned up the seeds, put her a second plate in the fridge , kissed her and told her that I loved her so much and she kissed me and told me she loved me, I said goodnite, and she looked at me and said she said goodbye. At the time I didn't think that was strange. But the next morning I did. My Mom was a dialysis patient and was on her way to her weekly scheduled appointment only she never made it cause the arm that her shunt was in began to bleed and she ran downstairs to my house and woke me up my Mom bled to death in my dining room in the chair that she purchased just days ago. The ambulance took her to the hospital but I knew she was dead cause her face had already changed colors and she was slumped over and then I heard her take her last breath. The second saddest day of my life. I always think about the night before when we had such a great time just me ,her and the kids, and to this day I think that it was nothing but God himself that told me to go back and apologize and make things right. I am so glad that I made things right and that i had the chance to tell her how much I loved her and to hear what I call her final goodbye cause when I thought about it I said goodnite and she said goodbye something she never said. SO TAKE THIS BLOG AND USE IT TO YOUR ADVANTAGE IF YOU CAN !!!
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