Ok so yeahh all of this describes me & Adams friendship;; but I dnt think were perfect for each other;; because if we were we would b together wouldn't we??  So heres my problem;; Ok so  Adam goes out with Katelyn, & I go out with Steven. Whyy can't I just leave it at tht?!?  EVERY icon, EVERY song, EVERYTHING reminds me of him && all the stuff tht happened between us. Whyy does it matter so much to me? Shouldn't I b happy?

Don't get me wrong I love Katelyn& she is pretty, smart, & funny but I rly do think tht I love him;; && if thts the case I CAN promise tht I can love him more than she can;; Before they started going out me && Adam were friends with benefits && he knew I liked him && I knew tht he liked me bak;; && 1 day I told him my real feelings 4 him && how I loved him;; he said he loved me 2;; && he said it many times afterwords.....then 1 day we were hanging out, we made out a few times & he told me he loved me like 3 times then later tht night i was on the phone with him & he told me he was gonna ask Katelyn out. Tht was almost a month ago....whyy can't I just move on??

[[HELP PLEASE COMMENT]]

Wat do you give me?

F = DAMN YOUR FREAKIN' UGLY
D = YOUR PARENTS MUST BE ......
C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay?
C = You're okay looking, but u need work...
C+ = You're just average
B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess
B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person.
B+ = Pretty damn attractive. I'd tap that.!!!!
A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome.
A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXAY!!
A+ = Gorgeous... I wanna GO OUT with you!

YOU ARE afraid of what people think of YOU if you don't post this!!!!!
Reply to me the grade you think I deserve  

Ok so I’m gonna start out with the obvious my names CAYLA. I’m currently going out with STEVEN (5-8-08) I’m not ur average gurl.  I am ME no matter wht n e 1 says.  EVERYONE seems to think I have a PERFECT life, which is so far from the truth, so get to no me BEFORE u start judging me. It would b greatly appreciated.

I am a MAKEUP freak. I wont leave the house WITHOUT it.  I LOVE sports, especially SOFTBALL N VOLLEYBALL.  I’m CRAZY but I no how to have FUN && LAUGH at myself. 

I try my BEST 2 look at the POSITIVE side if EVERYTHING. 

“all those scars on her arms; don’t worry.  She says there little notes to remind her how many times you broke her heart.”  Yes I am EMO. It’s my personal decision && I dnt care wht u say about it.                   

You were born an ORIGINAL dnt die a COPY.

i wanna b the girl HE’S scared to lose. The one where he [can’t] walk away from knowing she’s mad *at* him, the one who can’t  fall asleep w/ out her voice being the last one he hears;;  

THE ONE HE CANT

//L.I.V.E.W.I.T.H.O.U.T//

I DON’T believe in LOVE because EVERY guy I thought I loved screwed me over.  Hopefully some day tht will change, but ferr now thts how I feel && I doubt u can change tht.

&& she says she doesn’t care n e more but the look in her eyes && the sound of her voice tell a different story

I LOVE my friends 2 DEATH no matter wht NOTHING will EVER change tht.