Sooooo, it's been a while....Lot's of new things....like I got used by my friend for some.....more un-moral things......stopped drinking and cutting, got asked to prom by a friend who I'm now dating......Cried a lot cause most of my friends graduated this year, The Blue Notes....we just ROCK!!!!! And now it's summer and I made a stupid mistake so my mom doesn't want me to see my boyfriend who I love so much and I got my phone taken away.. :-( But I can still talk to him on FB and call him on my home phone....so it's not terrible I just can't be in his arms which really is upsetting....Oh well, it's not going to be like this forever, i wont let it. It's raining right now and I'm praying it's not like this tomarrow, cause I'm going to Six Flags with my youth group. Course the last time we went it kept pouring, but that didn't stop me from going on V2 ^_^ WOOT!!!!! So.....we've deduced that I have a [censored] load of issues.....which is honestly no secret if you know me....so mi madre is gonna have me go to a phychiatrist, which is something I'm not planning on tellin my bf....he knows about my "issues" and loves me just  the same ^_^ I'm glad of that!!! He's like the only guy I've been with that hasn't run away once he found out about all that, so......Idk. I just don't see what he see's in me that.

So, big update......I havn't been on here as much as I used to be...Lately I've been focusing on my facebook and myspace accounts. It's what I do. heh Well, anyways. I'm a lead singer of a band that covers chicago and blood sweat and tears songs. ^_^ we've got our first big show friday at a benefit in a sports bar :-) Then my friend's (a trumpet player in the band) dad wants us to play at a coffee house to soon. I got a solo in the holiday concert for choir, and I don't know....my singing is taking off. I'm getting more solos at church and am doing a lot more work where as singing is. I went through a boyfriend and am kinda in between two guys right now. You can definatly say I've been keeping busy. I'm very fit and keeping toned. and loving it!!!! Look forward to talking to you all soon. ^_^

So....lets see update....I'm kind of getting attacked by guys at my school...which honestly can't say I don't like. I went out with one of my guy friends for week, broke up w/ him saturday cause it just didn't really feel right so he now hates my guts because I apparently ruined his perfect day....eh whatever. I'm psyched for halloween because we have a playoff game for football at my school and the halftime show our marching corps is doing is Thriller and it's soooo fun!!!! I can't wait to perform it!!!!! hehe yea I sound like a total geek...course I wont deny it. I'm like the biggest band geek ont the planet, but really it's the sexiest kind of geek to be. lol Yea, so I'm tired because I've been working on toning my body lately in gym and i've been working pretty damn hard. Although it feels really weird when ppl poke me now...oh well. well hope to talk to yall sometime soon.
love always,
Lizzie

Funny thing with my last post here. That guy I was so head-over-heels for broke my heart. My friend who I still love, no matter what he may have said before, is confusing the hell out of me. He still likes me and his gf loves him. So I am out of thwe question especially since I'm friends with his gf.

So I like one of his friends..which he's one of my not-so-close-but-still-a-friend friends. He's adorable and he makes me laugh, true he may be a bit weird sometimes, but to tell the truth that's what I love about him. He keeps me guessing. He has the most adorable eyes and idk there's a certain somthing in his eyes when I see him that just makes me want to melt into his arms forever.
Homecoming is next week and I'm uber (yes uber) ecited for the game!!!!! Then of course there's the parade in which I'll be playing in our schools marching band. And last but certainly not least, the homecoming dance!!!! I have a frickin awesome dress and I'll be dancing till they kick me out of the school. lol so yea that's my update...minus school cause
i don't feel like talking about my classes.

So, the latest thing in my life is a really amazing guy. He's funny, nice, likes a lot of the same music as I do. And everything about him makes me smile. Yea now I just sound like some naive little kid. But idk. just being in his arms....idk it's just feels like that's where I belong. I could be with him for hours not saying a word and still feel like the happiest person ever. But of course my life has to be so stupidly dramatic. Nothing good can happen without being followed by something complicated and messed up. ugh...so i told one of my good guy friends about him. and well....he started getting all bitchy and defensive. ahh if he's jealous i'll kill him i swear. cause I used to really like him and he knew becuase my friend told him and he told me that it would be incredibly awkward talking to me becuase he didn't like me back. Ah!!!!! why can't he just be normal and be happy for me.?!?!?!?! Oh well, he'll come around....I hope. Anyways, that's about it lately. So I'll ttyl.

So, the latest thing in my life is a really amazing guy. He's funny, nice, likes a lot of the same music as I do. And everything about him makes me smile. Yea now I just sound like some naive little kid. But idk. just being in his arms....idk it's just feels like that's where I belong. I could be with him for hours not saying a word and still feel like the happiest person ever. But of course my life has to be so stupidly dramatic. Nothing good can happen without being followed by something complicated and messed up. ugh...so i told one of my good guy friends about him. and well....he started getting all bitchy and defensive. ahh if he's jealous i'll kill him i swear. cause I used to really like him and he knew becuase my friend told him and he told me that it would be incredibly awkward talking to me becuase he didn't like me back. Ah!!!!! why can't he just be normal and be happy for me.?!?!?!?! Oh well, he'll come around....I hope. Anyways, that's about it lately. So I'll ttyl.

So, it's been forever since I've blogged in here. So a quick update.....hmm there's about 7 days left of school for me (minus finals). I'm totally psyched for summer. Really though who wouldn't be psyched? But then there's this little part of me that just wants to keep coming to school. I don't know why but I just like having something to do...and anyways school gets me away from the house for a while. I love my family, but you can only be by them for so long before you go completely insane. I'm sad because my sis is going off to college in August. It may seem like it's far away but as I've come to find it's closer than ya think. I'm going to miss all my senior friends, but I know we'll still keep in touch. that's all I've got right now so. TTYL

                                          

Lol i'm half glad and half totally depressed that musical is over. I miss it already. Oh well. At school i've been preoccupied by the guys that like me. yea i know i sound so stupidly erogent.......but they do like me....... oh and t he title lol. My friend decided when he was at my house over the summer that my theme song is Crazy B!tch by Buckcherry. lol it does fit though. anyways., i'm kind of done for now so ttyl

                          Love, Lizzie

So, I'm in tech crew at my school and the week we've all dreaded is here. Our sets are built and we've been practicing with the actors how ad when to move the sets. It's quite frustrating and exhausting. THe musical this year is The Wiz....but the guy playing the actual Wiz is out and we have to replace him while meanwhileTHIS WEEK are the performances. Everyone is going insane, but we have a girlk that's replacing him as the wiz. :D She's amazing and in my opinion she should and DESERVED to be Dorothy, but it's not my choice. I'm excited, stressed, and a bit overexhausted. But I have to focus on the sets for now. TTYL

                                   Love yall, Lizzie

i'm not happy.......it's rather upsetting...but i'm not going into to details....the only thing i'll say is that its about a guy.....a STUPID GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!