Hope you have a wonderful Easter, however you celebrate it.
xxxx

Well its nearly weekend again. Although with being of work at the moment, that doesn't mean as much.
The weather here has been lovely the last couple of day's.
Nice sunshine to sit out in. I have a vitamin d deficiency so sitting in the sun does me a power of good. Brings a smile to my face.

I hope everyone has a wonderful friday, and an exciting weekend.
xxxxx

Just wanted to wish everyone a good morning.

Thank you to SLB, for all the prayers, I can't believe my luck in having such a wonderful and caring friend.
Thank you to all my other friends for all the prayers and kind words.
Was a bad day yesterday, but today is another day, and I feel more positive. every cloud has a silver lining as they say.

So bring on the sunshine I have time of work.

Hope you all have a wonderful day.
xxxx

I have been having some real problems with my womb area.

I have been bleeding for over a month now, I feel tired all the time, I'm very grumpy,I am a lot of pain, and I keep dipping into depression with it all.

I have been having these problems for about 20 years now, but it just keeps getting worse.

I have had all sorts done to try and stop the problem all in vain.

My dr refered me to go to the hospital this morning, She said she thought because of everything I have been through, I may end up with a hysterectomy.

I went this morning, and after a lot of prodding and poking with metal contraptions, I am in more pain than ever. And the out come is, they want to try "1 MORE THING" before I can have a hysterectomy.

I know its a big operation, that come with complications, espessially because i'm big, but I have had enough and am willing to take the risk.

But oh no, I have to go to hospital on the 21st and have a byopsy from my womb. If everything is ok with that then i will get another appointment to go and have a endometrial ablation.

Which is apparently a balloon they put inside my womb, while i'm asleep thank god, and they heat this up, till it burns all my womb.

This is supposed to stop the bleeding and the pain. I'm that fed up that I feel "right whatever"

I have told them I am not waiting years till they see if it has worked or not.

So the outcome to this is your stuck with me for a while as I have to stay of work for a few weeks, on dr's orders.

Sorry to have this moan. I haven't been blogging, because my mum always said "if you have nothing nice to say, say nothing"

But today I really wanted to moan. I'm sorry.
xxxxx

Well after a lot of tests and waiting around I have some idea what is wrong with me.

Now stop laughing and making your own minds up.

I have a vitamin D deficiency, so I am been given tablets for that.

I have high blood pressure, so I have been given tablets for that.

I have Low Iron count, so I have been given tablets for that.

I have fibroids.

My periods are really heavy and painful, so I have been given tablets for that.

The lining of my womb is to thick.

And I have arthritis in my hands, so have been given tablets for that.

I will of course start rattling from all these tablets, and stay really poor, because i have to take them for ever now, apart from the period one, so I have to find a way of affording them all the time.

But at least I know now. I am falling apart at the seems.

I feel if I was a pet dog, I would be put down out of sympathy. ha ha ha.
xxxxx

If you saw my last blog, you will know that on Saturday I had a little tea party at mine for my Grand-daughter Alisse.

Because of this I was due to go in to work 2 hours later than I normally go in.

I got a phone call during the party, I was told the shop I work in, which isn't a really big shop or anything, was arm robbed. Some guy had gone in with a gun. Ness one of the women that work there was on the till, he told her to open the till and give him money, he then shot his shot gun just above her head to show he ment business.

He got his money and ran to the door, the door wouldn't open because he ran up to it, so he fired his gun again and shot the window out.

Ness is in bits and is off work at the moment, and considering not going back, the other girls that are on are also very shook up.

I can't get my head round the fact, I should have been there, I would have but for the party.

Fate I suppose.

Took some photo's of my grands enjoying alisse's birthday.

Alisse and Kane helping to make a cake.



Alisse and Kane scrapping the pan. we couldn't find a big bowl.

Just thought I would pop in and wish you all a very Happy Friday.

Its 5.40 a.m. I have got up to get ready for work I do a 6.30 a.m till 2. 30 p.m. today.
Zoe my middle daughter is coming to stay with us for the weekend with her 2 children. It is Alisse, her daughters 3rd birthday on Sunday. So we are having a family party tomorrow.
I am looking forward to this, as I don't see them as much as the rest. They live quiet a way from us and neither me or Zoe drive, so we have to rely on others transporting us to each other.

So I hope you all have a wonderful weekend. I will pop in when I can, but if you don't see me you know what i'm doing.
Love to you all.
xxxx

Let's see how much you remember!

1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED? No not in the least

2. WERE YOU MARRIED AT THE TIME? No

3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS? [censored]
4.

5. HOW OLD WERE YOU? 21

6. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT? A test at the chemist

7. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST? My mate Bev

8. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX? No.

9. DUE DATE? 1st April

10. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS? I had morning sickness till i was about 6 months

11. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE? Silver Skin Oninons

12. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST? The father

13. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD'S SEX? Girl

14. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX OF WHAT YOU WERE GETTING? No

15. HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY? 1 and a half stone


16. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER? No

17. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW? -

18. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY? Blood pressure at the end

19. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH? Birch Hill Hospital Rochdale Lancs England

20. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR? 23 hours

21. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL? The Ambulance

22. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH? Andy the father

23. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION? Natural

24. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN? Pethadine and gas and air

27. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH? 6 lb 2 oz

28. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ? 12/3/1982

30. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER? Kimberley Warburton

31. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN? 26 years, 27 this march.

Rox, Zoe and Kim



This photo was taken last August at Rox's 21st birthday do. Zoe is 23 and Kim is 26.

Alisse, Courtney and Kane.




Alisse and Kane are brother and sister, they are Zoe's children. Alisse will be 3 on 8th Feb. Kane will be 5 on 3 march.
Courtney is Kim's Daughter. Courtney was 9 on 21st oct.

Alisse again.



Kane again.



Holly.



Holly is rox,s daughter. Holly will be 4 on 17th april.

Lexie.



Lexie is kim's daughter. Lexie will be 1 in June.

a picture Rox made for me.



Mamma is the name that all my grandchildren call me.


myself and ray



I would have more pictures of courtney but she doesn't like her picture taken, so she usually pulls her face on pictures.
I have lots of lexie but that one is my favorite.

I hope you enjoyed meeting my grand babies.

By the way for those of you that know my youngest daughter Rox. We have news. You all remember she had a rough time with Holly's father. well that is all behind her now. She is in her 3rd year at collage doing hairdressing.
She has been seeing her present fella for a year now, Antony. Holly adores him as much as Rox does.
Well last weekend he proposed to Rox and she said yes.
So they are now engaged to be married. I think its taking place in March 2010. So good news at last.

Antony, Holly and Rox.

If you remember when TV
Used to be black and white
You find you’re getting broader
But your shrinking in your height

If before you go to bed
Your teeth go in a jar
And you forget what your doing
Before you’ve gone too far

If your bladder gets you up
In the middle of the night
You get up in the morning
And you look an awful sight

If you’re not breaking hearts
You’re breaking wind instead
When you’d sooner stay at home
And watch TV in bed

Then my friend I say to you
You’ve finally reached the stage
That is what is called
The golden years of age

Over the years different groups and singers have said "its my life" Here are a few. Dr Alban - It's My Life. (1992) Bon Jovi - its my life - 2000 No doubt - its my life - 1985 The animals - its my life - 1964. Which ever is your favorite, make the most of it, its your life. xxxxx

Well I have changed my hours at work now, So Sunday Monday and tuesday I have off, wednesday I don't go in till 4. Then i work the rest.

I Have enjoyed reading all your blogs again, hadn't realised how much I had missed that.
In my mind, I really thought three days of is going to be great, I had plans of sitting at the computer, drinking coffee and not much else. ha ha ha ha ha.
In reality, I have caught up with the washing, where do all those cloths and bedding come from, there is only 2 of us live here.
I have babysat my youngest grand-daughter for a few hours here and there.
I have cleaned the house top to bottom. Dam those spiders and there web's. I hadn't realised how much I skipped while working full time.

My dad is moving house again. Well I say house he has a flat in sheltered accommodation. And he is moving into another. He will be on the ground floor which is better for him. And it will aquiped for him better. He isn't getting around very well at all so needs a chair a lot. So been helping him pack.

Ray will be 50 in Feb, so trying to sort out a mini brake for us both. That will be great I am looking forward to that.

Anyway Hope you all have a wonderful wednesday, hope the sun is shinning for you sweet lady, Hope your feeling better Oldhag.

xxxxxxxxx

I am hoping and praying that suzie crying angel has a very speedy recovery, and is back with us soon.

Also would love to wish her a wonderful birthday for tuesday.



May she be well enough on tuesday to enjoy her birthday.

Love ya lots Suzie.
xxxxx