I have been having some real problems with my womb area.

I have been bleeding for over a month now, I feel tired all the time, I'm very grumpy,I am a lot of pain, and I keep dipping into depression with it all.

I have been having these problems for about 20 years now, but it just keeps getting worse.

I have had all sorts done to try and stop the problem all in vain.

My dr refered me to go to the hospital this morning, She said she thought because of everything I have been through, I may end up with a hysterectomy.

I went this morning, and after a lot of prodding and poking with metal contraptions, I am in more pain than ever. And the out come is, they want to try "1 MORE THING" before I can have a hysterectomy.

I know its a big operation, that come with complications, espessially because i'm big, but I have had enough and am willing to take the risk.

But oh no, I have to go to hospital on the 21st and have a byopsy from my womb. If everything is ok with that then i will get another appointment to go and have a endometrial ablation.

Which is apparently a balloon they put inside my womb, while i'm asleep thank god, and they heat this up, till it burns all my womb.

This is supposed to stop the bleeding and the pain. I'm that fed up that I feel "right whatever"

I have told them I am not waiting years till they see if it has worked or not.

So the outcome to this is your stuck with me for a while as I have to stay of work for a few weeks, on dr's orders.

Sorry to have this moan. I haven't been blogging, because my mum always said "if you have nothing nice to say, say nothing"

But today I really wanted to moan. I'm sorry.
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