Sending you some of the best laughter of the century.  Happiness is in the innocence of a child.

This Video will not only make you smile from ear to ear but will make you laugh right OUT LOUD !!!

Well I still havent got my business off the ground. reason is that My transportion broke down and one person said it be more too fix then worth then another said he can look at it he is firmiler with parts that go bad and doesnt think it be much but he is busy with sons car.. then bother in-law said he look at it when the weather is nice.. geeze we had a lot of those days.. 

Im,  trying too save too get a new car but when your taxes get intercepted and your trying too fight the intercepting again I have to wait longer to recieve that mony back.. grrrr...

Thats a headache itself But I have evan a bigger problem and this problem lays within the JOb I  currently have..

Yester day  I had a incdent with a fellow employer who thinks she can bully and intimate me.I had reported this 5 times and 2 time he witnessed it and did nothing. then today another employer who is sister inlaw too the other one come in a threaten me 2 times again nothing was done.. I really SHHH just want too knock the heck outta them and show them that I am no too be bullied but that the teanager in me so me as a adult has too handle it differentlt.

AS a result of thing and my superviser not taking action I decided for my well being I will leave I also felt for record and my safty that to file a Offical Police report .. So tommrow if it continues there will be a warrent issed out ....

Further more nothing can get resolved from the Genral Manger untill tuesday!!!

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None of that 'Sis'-sy Stuff Are you tired of those sissy 'friendship' poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of True Friendship. You WON'T see cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship.

 1. When you are sad, I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jacked up on Mountain Dew!!!

2. When you are blue, I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.

3. When you smile, I will know you are plotting somet hing that I must be involved in..

4. When you're scared, we will hightail it out of here.

 5. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much w orse it could be until you quit whining, ya big baby!!!!

6. When you are confused, I will use little words.

7. When you are sick, Stay away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have.

8. When you fall, I'll pick you up and dust you off-- After I laugh my rear off!!

9. This is my oath... I pledge it to the end. 'Why?' you may ask; -- because you are my FRIEND!

*********************** Friendship is like peeing your pants, everyone can see it, but only YOU can feel the true warmth. **********************

Well Guys and gals Im sick and tired of not making  money .. this min wages crap just isnt doing it for me...

IN case some of you all dont know I was a nurse assistance and was going too go back too school  fall  of 2008 for LPN... This didnt work out as plan due too some very Dumb mistakes that have cost me alot..

This is the Story July 7th 2008 I was driving home from a friends house we had crabs and a few beers.. On my way home I got pulled over by the state police because of my head lamp out.. Because I had been drinking the officer could smell that and gave me a field sobraity test which I past the physical test but I blew .10 which is legally over the limit.. I had 2 flipping beers and one shot of samboka the whole night and had not had a drink a hr before I left....

SInce I was going too be arrested and the car was going too  be towed  ,  I decided it was best that I informed him of a gun that was concelled under the car seat.. It was a registered fire arm that was Phils in fact I got pulled over in Phils car... Well I thought i was doing the right thing but It turned out it was not in fact that gun would change my whole career path..I also lost the job I was working at the time which was a visiting home care taker.

I got charged with a felony as well.. carring a canceled deadly weapon , I never knew that would happen for my honest and Plus it was not a stolon gun in fact a registered hand gun of my partner. Except I didnt have the licence too carry like phil so I was not permitted too have it.

When we went to court the charged was droped too a lesser charge I had no lawyer too fight the charge too be droped so I settled for a mister meaner canceled dangrous object.. Of course I got driving licence suspended for 3 month plus a programs that costs 600 and probation that is 200 probation for 2 yrs but i only ended up doing 6 month..

I am not able too obtain a job in home care cause of insurance reasons and my dui.. and also when back round checks are done my charges and what I was guilty of comes up and no one wants too hire me no where I been too just bout every Nursing Home in Delaware..

So whats the point of going back too school for Nursing.. I was lucky enough too collect um employment for 8 month and now I am working at a hotal making min wages .. Im not use too making this pocket change thats all it is ..

Ok the purpose of this long story was I am going too do it!!! IM going too try too start my own cleaning Business.. besides nursing I also have 10 yrs experience in  cleaning.. My sister has had the business I been there on and off for 10 yrs maybe more .. I have done janitorial and home maid servis, I have done trash debri removal worked for HUd, invester,real estate companys.. the onle thing I havent done was all that paper work so that in it self will be a challange But I can do it..

Soo... with that in mind in my new year I having a goal something I didnt have before.. I am saving money have some programs I know I want too buy too help me along the paper work and a whole basement that I can turn into my office..

I was hoping too get my Business lisence by the end of feb But I also have too come up with a Business name.. hmmm.. theses are some  I have in mind..

Maid to be or  Swept away or dust away... lmao im clueless and im hoping that maybe I can get some ideas from other too..

hmm I wonder if I can do this for one of shrinkys events huh? Pick Jessy Business name, he he..

well If anyone has any ideas too share please tell!!! thanks for reading this long blog !!

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Thanks for not judging me or labaling me as a Bad gal.. well I am but in a good way :)

The reason why im updateing is youe never believe it... Today I got a Phone call for a job interveiw and Guess where????? Thats right a nursing Home it part time very part time like everyother weekend but thats fine with me..

I will not get my hopes up I have had so many other intervwiew that didnt work out!!! But I kept trying and wasnt surprised if I never got a call back.. I have great recomadation from my last Job from some very important people like adon ......

I will proberly contunue with working at Romada Inn ... My business plans i want too still pursue but honestly Im confussed now, lol...... I guess I wait too see if I do infact get this JOb its a very very nice and very very big nursing home.....  PLease cross ur fingers guys and wish me luck!!!!..

Im trying too figure a way too have music om my blog/ or evan about me... Chief1 has had direction on how but I must be How dumb,lol.... Not the smartest cokkie in the jar.. Is that how you say that??.. any how here is my playlist is ist not there well that means I didnt do it right...

I seen cookie have playlist on her about me?? I was able too get it there but once i save its gone ):..

Sorry there is a different music as you will know I like everything some too a certain extent..

Today IS Oct 6th the day after I have wrote a Prayer request....

Today Rogor had a Miner Heart Attack.. Thats the bad news... The good news IS there is a chance for him too pull out of this....

The Reason He has been that sick is that he has a infection and if they can control the infection he has a fighting chance... The kind of cancer he has Is very rare and is a slow moving tumor ... It hasnt grown so with the continue treatments Doctors say he can be with us for 5 more yrs.. So he has too fight this infection which is harder cause of dibiabic and now he has had a heart attack.

That sounds wonderfull but I have to be real here the chances are slim . sooo there is hope for my daugter too hang on too . I am sooooo confussed on what too tell her So I just hope agaist hope that he does by a Miricle survive this battle and win...

I know Roger he would just want too go not too be saved too live a life of treatments and restriction on what he can and cant do...  He is a fighter and if he wants too live I believe he can do it.. But if he dosent I see no hope ..

I would love too see him come out of this .. I love this man and its hard too imagine him not with us throwing big picnic/crab feasts/ and always the center of attention/ He is a true class act and would do anything for the people he loves.... But I know those days are really over but this man has gave me great memorys and Has been the best POP POP in the world too my daugther and for that I salute this man.... God blesss..

Please continue with your prayers ... Who know maybe the power of the prayer has helped Him and I am forever greatefull too those who have... I love you

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PS .. Sorry I know im not the bestest writer in the world but I try so please bare with me.

So here it is friday and roger is still with us... I want too thank all for ur thoughts and prayers ...

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I went too 7 different pet store/farm... I went too this farm in PA the lady hand raises them herself but she sold her last baby! she has eggs and said they will be ready by chirtmas and if I wanted too I can take one home a few weeks earily and fed the baby myself.. She said they get really attached too you..

after 5 pet stores and farm later we drove too NJ it called bird paridise.. here is the web site www.birdparadise.biz.. Thats where I ended up getting this little guy or gal.. I suspect its a gal the guy told me it was male. I think he is wrong... well he didnt take right away they let us spent time with him in this big living room type place too spend time with him.. the room had a tucan in it,lol they are wild looking birds... The bird isnt like nibbles by no means.. It was skittest of us Nibbles when I got him he took and clinged too me right away he sang and whitles, but not this one it quit and the little @%$^( bite me hard today, I swaer that bird was a pit bull cause he locked his beack and wasnt letting go,lol...

I really think I rushed too fast cause so far Its not working out.. they had lots of birds there the big big parrots they was very tamed and wasnt in a cage either I got attached too a amazon parrot (:.. Im think of returning this bird and maybe getting a parrot but we are talking big money here also... they do take payments or layaway..  more I think about it Not happening,lol.. I have too save up for a cage which can run up too $500.00 and the bird that can cost up too another $500.00 and up..

They wont give back my money but I can do a evan trade in.. and I dont think I get another cockateil .. they have the neatest and coolest birds there that I may be interested in I think I was trying too get a bird like nibbles too help me heal and I didnt and It hurts my heart...

I should of waited till Dec too get what I was waiting for but I didnt!!! Well thanks for listening too my long blog!!!

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Well everyone not sure If you all heard but my beloved frined niddles the cockateil has past.. Man its just hard writing this cause I loved that little chit so much! he was my first cockateil I bought and he was had tamed so he was very loving and effectanate towards woman,lol.. Men well  he didnt care too much fo r and he let em know it too.. god forbide if you came near me with him on me he was protecting his mommy!  unless ur a gal and he liked you thrn he gladly come and give you some lovings...

I post a message bout the loss of my baby boy! and I also wanted too have a place for other too maybe post pics of there lost ones and share good memorys they shared with them, here is the link...

http://www.grab.com/boards/b/home/topic/125398

OK.. well that not the reason Im really writing this blog the reason is that my othert cockateil frosty is very sad he loved nibbles soo much and I think he really misses his buddy. He is eating thank god but he isnt talking too us so singing his happy songs he useally does every day! I miss jingle bells, the adams family,andy griffin, or what every he trys too do with a combo of all... he dosent play peek a boo with me or say Hey birdy too me when I walk in the room .. And he hasnt said Nibbles pretty boy ):

So I am also missing something also.. I was wondering if I should get a baby cockateil not too replace nibbles .. I already have a name picked out I want too call the baby niblet!! Is that wrong? I dont know if frosty will take too the new arrivial I have had a hand ful of cockateils but he didtnt care for them he only liked nibbles...

Not sure if It the right thing too do .. Get another one soo soon after the death of another, what if its ill and dies? what if frosty behavior gets worst? will it make my sadness for nibbles more? idk but what I do know is that I am  going for it ...

I will or maybe tape frosty 1st reaction too his new room mate! So today is the day too go on a jorney of  bird shopping (:

IF MY BODY WERE A CAR... If my body were a car, this is the time I would be thinking a bout trading it in for a newer model. I've got bumps and dents and scratches in my finish and my paint job is getting a little dull, but that's not the worst of it. My headlights are out of focus and it's especially hard to see things up close. My traction is not as graceful as it once was. I slip and slide and skid and bump into things even in the best of weather. My whitewalls are stained with varicose veins. It takes me hours to reach my maximum speed. My fuel burns inefficiently. But here's the worst of it

-- Almost every time I sneeze, cough or sputter.....either my radiator leaks or my exhaust backfires!

Well Guys the doctors cant figure out what it is she has, so the results are unknown but you better believe they prescriped sometbing for her. I dont understnad how that is?

Im confussed and wonder if I should go else where for ansews.. its [censored]es me off how they throw the word cancer out there but cant say what other possabilitys it could be then they test and the test dont give ansews but they for danm sure can give a drug for it..

she is in pain and the sores keep coming back  that cause pain.

I want to thanl all that was there for me and gave me words of wisdom and the lord..

Thank you soo much

Hello All I would like to first apoligized for not really particapating in games and talking too friends much these past months! I have been going though some very hard times and havent been myself and Im holding on to my sanity by a thread!!!!! But thats not why Im bloging and asking for prayers..............

I have a 18 yr old daughter who in my eyes couldnt be any better then what she is .. she very loving and giving and Stays out of trouble and knows what she wants outta life and is doing very well for herself... Dont drink/smoke or into drugs..... Which is a Miricale!!!,,

 Well she has had some issues with her mouth and canker sores we thought that is proberly was stress related and so did her dentest we made appontment for oral surgeon.. She had her appontment today and he was very very concern cause he dosnt think that they are canker sores but cancer!!!!

We have to go back next thurday for the biopsy too hopefully check that out.. Im praying that it isnt cancer! She is gradution the end of may and we have sooooo many hopes for her to go to collage...

This is why I need to try set aside my depression and be there for here im distrout and really need prayers .. I have no friends here or do I have family close both parents  have past.. My mom recently  died bout 2 yrs ago too cancer  , Grab is the closet thing I have too as family and friends. this is very very hard to have too deal with it once again  evan worse that it is my daughter who is young and has sooo much to give...

Like I said the diagnose isnt official but its a possability that I wish I didnt have to think bout! hopefully it will be something simple and curable... So thats why Im asking people of any faith to pray for my daughter...

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