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Well, born in 1967, raised in a loving family, got nice jobs, a great husband and a beautiful house, some animals, etc etc etc. Normal for me, but I learned that I was just lucky. Strangly enough that happy youth was a bit of a handicap: I thought that was normal. I did not know much of betraying, deceiting, and lying. For me what someone said, was true. Why else would he/she say so? Very naive...yes. And it caused a lot of pain, because I had to learn the hard way that not everybody had good intentions. I built a brick wall around my heart, and though it has often been damaged again, it is still there. I have to admit, I often jump over it. But I always go back to my safe fence.
I never wanted to become a mother myself, I am a favorite aunt to my friend's children. That is enough for me. And no, my animals are no substitute for kids. I like them very much, but they are animals and deserve to be treated that way. I hope I am only halfway my life,so this blog is to be continued
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