One 16year old boy Michael and a 16 year old girl Sarah fell deeply in love since the very first day they met. They both lived in California but the girl had just moved there a year ago but fell for him so fast. Michael played on her dads football team he was the best player on the team and her dad saw him as a son of his own. Sarah was a cheerleader on the team and had everything she ever wanted. Until one day......her life crashes.

Mom: Wake up honey.. Michaels downstairs waiting for you.

Sarah: Oh my gosh.. I woke up to late I still need a shower and everything. Right when she said that Michael walked into her room smiling from ear to ear.

Michael: No baby.. you're beautiful just like that now come on Im starven.

Sarah: Okay. Sarah got out of bed put on some clothes and took his hand and walked out the door to his car and got in.

Sarah: Where are we going.. remember I have to be home by 1 .. i got cheerleaden practice and you have football.

Michael: I know.. Then Sarah noticed that Michael was really pale like he was sick or something. Sarah: Michael are you feeling okay.. you look like you're sick?

 Michael: yeah it's just my allergies. Sarah: are you sure.. did you go to the doctors the other day?

Michael: yeah.. they just said take some allergie pills and I'll be okay. Sarah turned to look away from Michael.. she knew there was something more than just allergies. She has allergies and she doesn't look like that. Then he reached out and held her hand.

Sarah: Ohh.. Michael your hands are cold. I dont think you're okay tell me whats really wrong..do you need to go back?

Michael: i promise you baby everything is okay..they told me to come back tomorrow but I aint going because theres nothing wrong with me.

 Sarah: Michael you need to go...if they told you to then there is something wrong. Michael let go of her hand and turned back to the road and didnt talk to her the rest of the way. Sarah just looked at him. They finally pullled up to the resturaunt and ate breakfast.

Michael: did you bring your cheerleading stuff or do we have to go back to your house to get it?

Sarah: No I have it....do you really think you should go to football like that ?

Michael: yes Sarah I'm fine.

Sarah: if you say so...

Michael:Sarah baby would I lie to you?

 Sarah: no...

They got back in the car and went to the feild they got out and started practicen. Sarah was cheerleading and then out of no where they hear a boy yell..."HE'S NOT MOVING SOMEONE CALL 911..HELP COACH". Right when she heard that she turned around and saw Michael on the ground just laying there not moving. She ran to him and her dad pushed her back. Dad: no honey you shouldnt be right here.. Sarah started to cry...

Sarah: daddy what happened is he ok?

 Dad: honey just please go back with your coach Sarah walked back and sat on the bench while the ambulance came and took him away. She got in the car with her dad and they went to the hospital. When they got there his mom was already there and talking to the Doctor. They walked over and listened.....

 Doctor:You may want to sit down for this....

Michaels Mom: Is he okay?

Doctor: Mam..your son has lukiemia.....we can put him on treatments..but he might not make it because was caught it to late. Sarah was shocked and began to cry on here dads shoulder.

Michaels Mom: what kind of treatments?

 Doctor: well the treatments will cause loss of hair... but it will help slow the cancer down

Michaels Mom: but he's certain to die?

 Doctor: well yeah.. but we have had this surgery to clear out the clogs.. but its possible he will not make it.

Michaels Mom: I understand... I will have to talk to him about this...can we see him now?

Doctor: one at a time though

 Michaels mom looked over at Sarah and hugged her tight she knew that Sarah loved him with all her heart.

Michael's Mom: you go first sweetheart

Sarah: are you sure?

Michael's Mom: yes honey...

 Sarah walks slowly to his room and turned the knob. She just stood looking at him laying there weak. He was so pale and he had cords hooked up to him and everything it was painful for her to look at him. Michael looked at her and weakly smiled at her. She went over and kneeled down beside of him.

 Michael: did they already tell you?

Sarah: yes...

 Michael: im sorry Sarah... i didnt want you to find out like this..

Sarah: it's ok I understand Michael....

 Michael: baby I love you...(he ran his fingers through her hair)

Sarah: i love you to Michael.. with all my heart.. and I will be here for you till the end.

Michael: Im going to be okay Sarah... The nurse walked in with Michaels mom.

Nurse: Its her turn now.. Michael looked at Sarah.....

Michael: bye baby....

Sarah: bye (she softly kissed him)

Months went by and Michael lost his hair but they was still deeply in love and Sarah was by him everyday. Michael was getting worse and he couldnt even play football and the championship game was coming up. Michael was sitting at Sarahs house with her dad and mom and her.

Michael: coach.. I wanna play tomorrow

Dad: Michael i know.. you're the best player..but I cant do that.. you'll get hurt.

Michael: No coach please this might be the last time on the feild for me.. please I wanna be able to play one more time.

 Dad looked at Michael and then at Sarah.

Dad: you're a strong boy Michael and very brave....i think we can do this.

Michael: thank you so much coach.

Dad: no problem.. so what are you two doing tonight?

Michael: i wanna show Sarah something if thats ok

Dad: of course you two be careful.

Michael took Sarahs hand and lead her outside to his car. It was completely dark outside when he pulled up the football feild.

Sarah: what are we doing here?

Michael: come on Michael grabbed a blanket and laid it down onto the feild and they both laid there looking at the stars.

 Sarah: this is beautiful

Michael: I do this often.. i wanted to show you the place I love ...

 Sarah: i understand Michael .. do you remember the flowers you gave me when you first asked me out?

 Michael: sure do i gave you lillies your favorite.

Sarah: yeah...best day of my life...

Michael: i want you to always remember something Sarah

Sarah: what?

Michael: I will always be with you.. and I love you.. you're my baby...

Sarah: i love you to

Michael: and I want you to be happy.. I want you to marry someone have kids make a family live a happy life for me.

Sarah: no i will never marry anyone.. im marrien you

 Michael Michael: i love you so much Michael raised up and kissed her. She pushed him off and jumped up

 Sarah: you still think you can catch me??

Michael: oh yeah.. im stronger than what I look

 Sarah: then come on

 Michael stood up and chaised her around the football feild and finally caught her. He laid on top of her and put her hands behind her head and held her there so she couldnt move. Then it started to rain and they were getting soaked but they didnt care Michael looked deep into her eyes.

Michael: whos the weak one now huh?

Sarah: Me (she giggled)

Michael: Remember what you told me that night when we was at dinner?

 Sarah: no what?

Michael: you have always wanted to kiss in the rain with someone you love.

 Sarah: yeah?

Michael: well your wish is my comand.

Michael leaned down and kissed her passionalty with all he had. He pulled away.

Michael: you're so beautiful

Sarah: you're such a good kisser (she laughed..so did he)

 Michael: I better get you home

They got into the car and went home. It was hard for them to sleep that night but they did. It was finally the big day and they were all at the football field. Michael had on everything and Sarah was out there cheeren him on. The game begin.. the crowd was going wild for Michael and Sarah was cheeren her lil heart out for him. The score was 36 to 36. All they had to do was make one more point and they would win. Michael had the ball he ran with all he had he made it to the touchdown line and threw the ball down he had made a touch down everyone was cheering. They had won the game.. but for Michael he may have lost his life. He fell to the ground trien to catch his breath. Sarah ran to him and kneeled down over him. He looked up at her gasping for breath everyone was headen to feild.. Then her dad stood up

Dad: Back away.. give them a moment please...thats my daughters love

 Michael gently raised his hand touched her whiped her tears away.

Sarah: dont die Michael.. i need you.. I love you..

Michael: i told you this was my dream to win the championship.. to be in the big game.. to die on this feild... i made history

 Sarah leaned down and kissed him knowing this was the last she will ever kiss him last time she would ever talk to him she had so much to say but didnt have time.

Michael: I love you baby...........tell mom i love her to..and tell coach thanks

 Sarah: I love you Michael so much..

Michael: ill wait for you..

Michaels hand dropped and he let go.. he died that night on the football feild. Sarah cried for 2months straight... Sarah was lien in her bed when her dad walked in.

Dad: honey its been 2months... please get up.. he would want you to have fun and be happy..

Sarah: i know

Dad: guess what

Sarah: what

Dad: they are builden a new stadium aint that great honey come on I want you to come with me... before they tear the old one down..

 Sarah got up and went with her dad they climbed to the top of the bleachers and looked down.

 Sarah: its like it was just yesterday he was out there throwen the football maken the touchdown.

Her dad wrapped his arms around when she began to cry.

Dad: i know baby.. I know Then Sarah noticed something on the feild

 Sarah: whats that daddy look? 

Dad: look like flowers blooming.

 Sarah: oh my gosh daddy stop them dont let them tear this down please.. Michael planted me something.

Her dad ran down there and stopped them. Weeks later the flowers had bloomed and her dad and her went and looked at it... They were lillies that left a message saying "I Love You".

It's 11:00 and I can't fall asleep

 A song describing you repeats

Eyes closed and fingers crossed

11:11 wishing for you and me

That this feeling will never leave

 And you and I will always be Together

Close your eyes and wish with me

Promise me you'll never leave

Grab my hand and hold it tight

So I know you're here tonight

 Kiss my lips and hold me close

 And whisper who you love the most

 Your Heartbeat somehow matches mine

 Our footsteps now are lost in time

Wander on with hands and hearts entwined

 Close your eyes and wish with me

Promise me you'll never leave

 Grab my hand and hold it tight

So I know you're here tonight

 Kiss my lips and hold me close

And whisper who you love the most

 (whisper who you love the most)

(I love you)

                   Things guys should know about girls:

1. Don't ever lie to us; we always find out.

 2. We don't enjoy talking dirty to you as much as you enjoy listening.

3. Don't say you understand when you don't.

4. Girls are pretty, but yours is ALWAYS the Prettiest!

5. You don't have PMS; don't [censored]in act like you know what it's like.

6. Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; doing something sweet will always get you off the hook.

7. If you talk about having a big Dick; we know you don't.

8. Size does matter, but only to hoes; not girls that want real relationships.

9. We don't like it when you act like Mr. Big.

10. A system in your car only impresses your homeboys not us.

11. No matter what you say, your ex-girlfriend is a hoe.

12. It's good to be sensitive, sometimes.

13. If you did something wrong or even if you didn't, apologize.

14. Be spontaneous; dinner and a movie won't always cut it.

15. We are self-conscious by nature; we can't help it.

16. We are DrAmA queens.

17. Fashion police do exist.

18. Don't ask us to give u head; if you are nice you just might get it.

19. We absolutely DO NOT care about monster trucks, car systems, paintball, or anything else you and your friends talk about... in other words shut the [censored] up

20. Hugs and kisses must be given at all times.

 21.eWe don't shave our legs everyday so get over it.

22. Don't make bets about us; we will always find out.

23. Shave; no matter how cool you think your goatee or beard or mustache looks, we always hate it.

24. Even if you think it is cool to burp, fart, or emitt other strange gases from your body, itisnt, so DONT..

25. Don't compare our breasts with Pamela Anderson's; hers are fake, just remember that. ( u have a better shot at ours than you ever will with hers, you may as well give it up now)

26. It is not cool to shoot snot rockets.

27. We are beautiful at all times.

28. We will always think we are fat, so humor us and tell us we aren't.

29. You can shoot hoops, score a goal, knock down big fat guys, and hit a little baseball with a stick, so why the hell can't you [censored] in the toilet and not on it.

30. Most importantly: we are always right; so don't forget it.

 Yes I know some of this is isn't true 4 some of yall

1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours).
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Be super sweet to her.
10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
11. Comfort her when she cries.
12.Wipe away her tears
13. Love her with all your heart.
14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it).
15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).
16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her!
& DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!!
17. Take her for a long walk at night!
18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close
19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! because then she will think everything you ever said to her was a lie, even "i love you"
20. NEVER let your friends talk you into dumping her

 I wish you truth for your desisions,

I wish you fear to give you caution,

I wish you courage to keep you pure,

But beyond these hopes and wishes,

 One prayer soars high above,

 I wish for you my child

Faith, Hope and Love

Wish you defeats to make you humble,

I wish success to let you soar,

I wish you tears to make you tender,

I wish you joy and so much more,

For beyond these hope and wishes,

one prayer soars high above,

I wish for you my child,

Faith, Hope, and Love

So das you stand and face tomorrow,

When life gets rough and tough,

There's someone who believes in you,

With faith, hope and love.

So I wish for you my child,

Faith, Hope and Love

One wish I would like to add

is when life gets hard

As it sometimes will,

Remember that there is a

Higher power whose touch always heals.

You have touch my life in so many different ways,

From the very beginning, on that school day.

I recall yous smiles, your fears

And I sit here and remember how I felt

Reflecting back over the year.

One promise I can make to you is this:

Life hads an uncanny way of showing you lessons,

Remember to always look within, be perpared and alert.

Reach out a helping hand, and remember back to that

First day of school, we both were scared.

Let me tell you something from that moment on

You have touched my life, and it will never be the same. 

(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up ! ! on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffer support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it
(U)nderstands you
(V)alues you
(W)alks beside you
(X)-plains thing you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and
(Z)aps you back to reality

You Are My homie
You Mad, I'm Mad
You Fight, I Fight
You Hurt, I Hurt
You Jump Off A Bridge...
I'm gonna miss your stupid dumbass

HOMIES TILL THE [censored]IN END!
AND AFTER THAT WE STILL RIDE IN HEAVEN!

Today I went 2 church, I though it was going 2 be fun, because it was the day me and a couple of girlz danced 4 the church, but we went 2 Sunday school, and well we talked about how ppl tried 2 act like what their not and who cut their selfs 4 attention and how its just another way 2 cry out for help. Well yes it is a cry out for help, but not 4 attention, we just have problems and we need some-1 2 talk 2. We try 2 change, but its hard when you go though life everyday, knowing that something is wrong. I went though 6months doing this, because I sit at home getting yelled at for something I didn't do. My mom blames me for everything and my brother for nothing. The only time she says she loves me is when she makes me do something for her. She really doesn't even say then. No I'm not says cutting your self helps. I doesn't I makes thing more scewed up. If you need someone 2 talk 2 go to someone that you can trust and know that they will help you. PPL say go straight 2 an adult, well I didn't I went 2 one of my friends one that I knew could help me. Yes an adult could help, but sometimes if you go 2 your parents and you tell them what is going on they get mad and then they yell and say what you are doing is stupid and crazy. And thats not going 2 help. So if you need help or doing something like this, go 2  your friend/ friends and ask them for help.

PPL  say they are your friends, but are they?

They say they got your back, do they?

They say you can tell them nething they wont tell ne-1, do they?

They say they wont mess with your boyfriend, do they?

They say they will never say things behind your back, do they?

I want you to think, do your friends do stuff that hurts you alot? Who does one of those things above, but then they say sry and you forgive them. And the next thing you know they did something again and they say sry and you forgive them again. Well that means that you are a good friend and you want yall to be friends, but ppl like that, just make you think, why do I forgive them? or why do I still talk to them? When they are hurting you. Well I go though this alot and with the same girl that I helped and act like she was my sister, and stood up for her when some-1 was messing w/ her. But now she does everything that is up there at the top, she doesn't now how much it hurts, and thats why today I didn't forgive her for what she did, I just told her 2  go [censored] off.  Am I the bad person in this?

So think 2 your self if you have a friend like this would you do what I do or forgive them 4 what they did?

I knelt to pray but not for long,

I had too much to do.

I had to hurry and get to work

For bills would soon be due.

So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,

And jumped up off my knees.

My Christian duty was now done

My soul could rest at ease.....

All day long I had no time

To spread a word of cheer

No time to speak of Christ to friends,

They'd laugh at me I'd fear.

No time, no time, too much to do,

That was my constant cry,

No time to give to souls in need

But at last the time, the time to die.

I went before the Lord,

I came, I stood with downcast eyes.

For in his hands God! held a book;

It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said

"Your name I cannot find

I once was going to write it down...

But never found the time"

                                                   I did not write this poem