So hey everyone!

I've been busy and I'm sorry I haven't been online here for a really long time.

OKay so the last time I think I was on grab was 2 years ago. NOw I've grown older and wiser.

 Or atleast I think I have.

I'm still short but the sad thing (well most people think it's sad) Is that I;m not getting much taller. So in the end I guesss you can say I'll be lucky if I make it to 5 Feet tall.

Oh you don't know how tall I am? I forgot to say?

Well in that case Im 4 foot 9 1/2 inches tall and that's without shoes baby.

Read it and weep! Well you don't have to.

So I'm in High School now and I've changed a lot since 7th grade.

Wel I really forgot my purpose of posting this blog. I was gonna say something but I forgot.

Oh yeah I'm getting contacts. I have my eye appiontment on the  8th.

I still have braces (sadly) but I might get them off in 2 to 3 months!

When the Auditions for my school song and dance group (Pizzaz) came out, I tried out and I didn't make it. Then recently in fact a week or two ago I tried for student senate but I didn't make it either. Then on Tuesday I tried out for the school play. I gave it my complete and total best and I was confindite that maybe for once this year I was going to finally be noticed. I couldn't wait until I would find out if I made it in or not. I was so exited because for once I felt like I could have achived something. I kept on checking for the cast list every chance I could after lunch. When they finally posted it I went and looked only to find that once again I had been rejected. I though, " First Pizzaz, Then Student Senate and now this? What else can go wrong." Some of my friends who made it in were really good. One of them I'm not so sure about. One of the people who got in was a shot guy with a voice that made him sound like a girl. I'm glad my friends made it but I'm still mad that the one guy who is a worse actor then me got in. I went to 7th period and I tried to me in a good mood but I couldn't. In 8th period I told all of my friends who got in congrats but I held back me tears. I mean Crying in Band would only attract attention. I did actually laugh a couple of times because the guy who sits next to me managed to make me a little happy even though I know that he didn't know that I was in a bad mood. I tried to stay happy during band. I managed to most of the time. After band I walked up to my friend Anna and said," Amber made it in and I'm sorry but  you didn't." She said, "That's so unfair." I had to put my folder away so she left. Then I cought up to her and said,"Don't feel bad. I didn't make in either. " My friend Rebecca was so glad that she made it in that she was talking about it all after school saying sorry that you didn't make it in. I was still ticked of about the try-outs that I didn't mean to be crabby when I said," Shut up." I think that I hurt her feelings with out meaning to. I've acted like a huge jerk today all because of not making it into the play. Words can't decide how much I wanted to be in the play, to be noticed for once, to feel like I belonged. I never feel like a belong. I wish that for once in my likfe i can feel like I belong, I just know that I should have gotten in the play. I don't know why I didn't though. Well I'm not going to complain anymore so bye.

~alexis

Today I helped my dad shingle half of his roof. I will be at my mom's on Saturday. My sister Sabrina can't spell (there's a surpise).

My sister and I can get along at times, but not a lot (at least not to me)

I would right more, but I have to go to bed.

But.... I'll make it up after I come back from camp. So expect a long entry.

My brother mike is such a dork.

Can't think of anything interesting

My stomach was/ is killing me.... I wonder if i'm getting the Flu ..... I really hope i'm not...

See you all thanks for stopping by....

`~ Alexis `~

hope everyone had a great thanksgiving.. My Cousins came over and we had a all girls night.... It was more like two. Just thought i'd say hi..... maybe not. On eof my favorite books is Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.  Well i got to go update later.

ps. my name's really suposed to be DarthVaderFanGirl not DarthVaderFanGir