I had the unfortunate experience of talking to old friends on here, people who have judged me and just from the people who say what they want others to hear. I pitty the later, but understand why this happens. To the first people, you cant hurt me, im a great parent, have a excellent relationship with both my children. I am proud to be their mum. You need to look at your own relationships if you feel the need to judge me. I have absolutly nothing to hide, and the fact that you make things up to make your own life better saddens me, not for you but for your children. If you read this, do one thing, can you say the same? do your children smile everyday just because your you?, or do you need to justify? I really think the latter, but then you can't all be me. My kids want their friends here all the time cos im a " cool mum" their friends want to be here, isnt your kid lonely?

I really dont need to justify, but somethings you said were so pathetic i thought they deserved an answer...................... here it is

bye x

 

Have you ever lived my life? Spent one minute in my shoes? If you havent then tell me why you judge me as you do?

Have you ever woke up in the morning wondering if this was your last day on earth? Have you ever left your house unsure that you would return?

Have you ever seen your friend shot outside his favourite store? Have you ever seen a friend die from drugs he'd never used before?

Have you ever seen your mum get beat up by your stepdad messed up on booze? Have you ever had an unwanted pregnancy forcing you to choose?

Have you ever sat beneath the stars hoping that god would hear? Have you ever seen your friend drive away after way to many beers?

Have you ever considered suicide as the only way? Have you ever tried to hide yourself behind the things you say?

Have you ever wanted to protect your friends and everyone in sight? Have you ever felt in so much pain that you have cried yourself to sleep at night?

Have you ever lived my life, Spent one minute in my shoes, If you havent then tell me why, You judge me as you do?

I can personally count on one hand the people who's opinions of me mean something, to the rest of you i really dont care what you think of me. we should all read this poem and thank god that we cannot agree with all of it, but remember there' s always someone worse off than you

Stay safe all my friends

much love

xx

 

Always remember for 2007...... life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truely, laugh uncontrollably and never regret anything that made you smile  Happy new year to all my grab family, may all your dreams come true for you

much love

Emma

xx

I have made some wonderful life long friends in this site, you all know who you are and i love you all dearly. Unfortunatly i have made some enemies too. Again you all know who you are, and i want to take this oportunity to inform you that i dont waste my time worrying about you or what you think of me. I can look in the mirror and be happy with who looks back, Can you?

Anyway not to waste more time on the people that dont matter to me. The people i have met and the friendships i have made will be always in my heart. Happy christmas to you all and a wonderful new year. Hope all your wishes and dreams come true

 

Here's wishing everyone who reads this are safe and happy in there lives and not settling for it will do,  its a waste of so many lives not just yours. Can u look in the mirror and say im happy ?if you can congratulations , if not lifes to short .Change it dont just settle for what is normal ,what  is expected, live your life for you,  we only get one be happy .Be safe love to all xxxxxx