Well I have been Depressed latly i guess it is what is called the "Baby Blues"! I am very tierd and worn out, and stuck in the house alot with John and I sharing one car, its kinda tuff! Lydia is a fussy baby she is one of those babies who like to be held all the time. The doctor said they call them babies High Needs Babies they like to be held, take short naps like 15 min, and they want to eat alot! I breast feed so it's real stressful on my part, that is all i seem to do is feed the baby, but she i healthy and strong she weighs 9lbs 2oz and she is almost 3 months old on Feb 17! I guess life is good though all the sadness goes away when you are tierd at night and then they smile at you and it all goes away! You thank god everyday for giving you the beautiful baby girl to brighten up your day!

Well i dont know to much about these blog things but i can start out by telling you some things about myself. My name is Erica Marie, i am 18 i will be 19 on the 19th of Febuary! I have a little baby girl named Lydia Marie she is 2 months and weighs 8lbs 4oz!  I have a boyfriend named john and a fat cat named harley he looks like garfield. I just moved into a trailer and john and i are having a rough start with the baby and money! But i guess not everyone has the best start in life! we share a car, cause we cant afford insurance on both my car and his truck! But we are doing good other wise with the help of family and food stamps! John works full time and i part time babysit along with taking care of my own baby which is a full time no sleep job lol!! and that is pretty much about me!