My autumn is so very unique and so very grown up for a six year old almost seven...talking with her is like talking to an adult and somtimes that is frusterating, i find myself getting aggravated with her alot because she always wants to know what the grown ups are talking about, you know, who's who, what they're doing and why are they doing it..I try to shield my daughter from some of the ugliness around us, but she is so darn smart that she picks up on almost everything..the other day she asked me if i was a kid back in the day, so i asked her what day, back when, and she said you know mommy back when there were cowboys and indians..i laughed because all i could think of is how old i thought my parents were when they were almost 30; I have decided now that 30 is not that old since i am 27 and knocking on 30's door..A couple of days ago my two nieces Destiny and Hailey were jumping on a new comforter set that my grand-mother-in-law had bought for us and my husbands sister yelled at my nieces, my little autumn stuck her hand on her hip and told my sister in law not to be yelling at the kids that the covers were in bags and besides that they are just covers!! she never ceases to amaze me, she tells me all the time that i am the best mommy in the whole world because i have the best daughter in the whole world, and then she goes on and on about how lucky i am to have such a wonderful daughter.. you know every day i see more and more how right she is, i have always known she was a wonderful daughter, but she lets me know that she is a wonderful daughter because i am a wonderful mother, so you see she is truly a joy, she brings smiles to my face each and every day, even if the day really sucks, she can bring back the sunshine..
Autumn a combination of strong will, brutal honesty, intelligence, humor, and the innocense of being a child... what a wonderful combination!!! This is my tribute to my daughter the best, smartest, most wonderful daughter in the world, who teaches me something each and every day....I guarantee one day she will touch lives in a wonderful way!! My baby, "Autumn Danielle Mullis"

What do you complain about more than anything else? i complain about my weight, i used to be comfortable with it until i realized i haven't quit growing and i am 27 years old, and when i say growing i don't mean tall either.. yeah u guessed it i am growing rounder and rounder by the day...i have thought about gastric bypass but my husband is dead set against it.  i am still considering it anyway..  i wanted to write a blog on the blog idea of the day and this subject was one on the list, it gave me a little to write about, but i am afraid if i go into much detail then i will just be depressed and right now i am feeling o.k. you know the whole everybody is asleep and i am up by myself enjoying a night of peaceful bliss...  i think that everyone should try at least on blog idea of the day, on my next one i promise to write more.... peaceful days and peaceful nights... till next time Lissa

HEY EVERYONE, IT IS FRIDAY AND I HAVE FINALLY FOUND SOME PEACE. IN MY LIFE THOSE MOMENTS ARE FEW AND FAR BETWEEN. EVEN THOUGH I ONLY HAVE ONE CHILD AND A HUSBAND IT SEEMS I CAN'T GO TO THE BATHROOM WITHOUT ONE OF THEM COMING LOOKING FOR ME.  NOW WE HAVE ADDED AN ADDITION TO THE FAMILY.  MY 11 MONTH OLD NEPHEW HAS COME TO LIVE WITH US, SO I HAVE A FEELING THAT PEACE IS GOING TO BE A THING OF THE PAST FOR ME PRETTY SOON... HE MAY BE STAYING A SHORT WHILE, OR HE MAY BE WITH US FOR A LONG WHILE, WE JUST DON'T KNOW RIGHT NOW, I AM TRYING TO BE PREPARED FOR THE WORSE BUT HOPE FOR THE BEST.. MAYBE HIS MOMMY HAS TRULY LEARNED HER LESSON AND OUR ADDITION WILL JUST BE TEMPORARY, BUT IF SHE HASN'T THEN I GUESS WE WILL BE DECORATING A BABY BOY ROOM....   SHE SEEMS UPSET THAT SHE MESSED UP, AND THAT HE CAN'T JUST GO HOME WITH HER, I HOPE THIS IS ENOUGH TO TEACH HER A LESSON, AND I HOPE ONE LESSON IS ALL SHE EVER NEEDS!!  WE LOVE HIM, BUT WE ARE A COMFORTABLE FAMILY OF THREE, WITH JUST THE THREE OF US WE CAN DO WHAT WE PLEASE WHEN WE PLEASE, I THINK ALL OF THE  GETTING A BABY READY FOR GOING OUT IS GOING TO TAKE SOME TIME TO GET USED TO AGAIN SINCE MY DAUGHTER IS ALMOST SEVEN... ANYWAY THIS IS MY FAREWELL LETTER TO PEACE, SO LONG PEACE YOU WERE HERE FOR A SHORT VISIT AND IT WAS NICE, AND MAYBE DOWN THE ROAD SOME WHERE WE CAN BUMP INTO EACH OTHER AGAIN....  TAKE TIME FOR YOUR SELF YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN LIFE AS YOU KNOW IS GOING TO CHANGE!!! WE ARE PROMISED LIFE, NOT A PEACEFUL LIFE, ONLY LIFE......   LISSA

IT IS REALLY EARLY LIKE 3 A.M. AND I AM SITTING HERE WONDERING WHAT IN THE WORLD AM I DOING AWAKE!!    WELL SINCE I AM AWAKE I HAVE DECIDED TO WRITE A LITTLE IN MY BLOG; IT TAKES ME A FEW MINUITES TO DECIDE THE TOPIC, BUT ONCE I GET GOING, IT TAKES ME FOREVER TO FIND AN ENDING..  I READ MY AUNT SUZIE'S BLOG TODAY AND CONGRATS IS IN ORDER FOR HER AND HER SON JAMES.  I HAVE ADDED A FEW PICTURES OF SOME OF MY FAMILY IN MY PHOTO ALBUM, HAVE A LOOK, THERE A CUTE BUNCH..  I'VE NEVER HAD MUCH PROBLEM SLEEPING, BUT THESE DAYS I SEEM TO HAVE TO MUCH ON MY MIND TO GET MUCH SLEEP..  I HAVE BEEN HAVING THE CRAZIEST DREAMS, TOO MUCH SWEETS BEFORE BED I HAVE DECIDED.. SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I AM GOING THROUGH MENOPAUSE AT AGE 27, I AM SO MOODY, REALLY; U SHOULD TAKE PITY ON MY HUSBAND...HAHAHAH....   I HAVE EVEN BEEN HAVING NIGHT SWEATS... I ACCUSE HIM OF TURNING THE THERMOSTAT UP SO THE AIR WON'T  KICK ON...   WELL FAMILY AND FRIENDS I CAN'T SORT MY THOUGHTS OUT RIGHT NOW, BUT MAYBE LATER.... HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!  LOOKING FORWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU!!

SO HERE IT IS; THIS IS MY FIRST TIME BLOGGING, EVEN THOUGH I HAVE A WEB PAGE ON MY SPACE; I READ MY COUSIN DAWNN'S BLOG, AND SOME OF IT REALLY TOUCHED ME, SO HERE I  AM  WITH  PLENTY  TO SAY  BUT NOT  KNOWING EXACTLY HOW TO PUT IT DOWN ON PAPER .  SO HERE  I GO;  I WANT TO KNOW IF EVERYONE WHO IS A MOTHER AND, OR , A WIFE OR JUST SOMEONE'S BETTER HALF, EVER FEELS LIKE THAT IS ALL THEY ARE.  I FIND MYSELF WONDERING WHERE I AM ALL THE TIME....  I DON'T EVEN RECOGNIZE MYSELF ANYMORE.  I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE THAT PERSON WHO LET LIFE CONTROL HER, I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WOULD CONTROL LIFE!!  NOW  HERE I AM, AND I DON'T WANT TO COMPLAIN BECAUSE MY LIFE IS GOOD!! , BUT I DON'T FEEL LIKE I AM ME ANYMORE...  I FEEL LOST IN A RUT OF BEING WHAT MY HUSBAND WANTS ME TO BE AND WHAT I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD BE FOR MY DAUGHTER.  THE NOT SO FUNNY THING IS THAT EVEN THOUGH I DON'T THINK I AM ME; AND I AM NOT SURE WHO I AM , I NEVER FEEL LIKE I AM ENOUGH  JUST BEING ME....  ON THE RARE MOMENTS THAT I GET TIME TO MYSELF ; I SIT AND WONDER  IF  I GOT TO WHERE I AM AT;  BY BEING TO AFRAID TO STAND UP  AND BE ME OR  IF  ALONG THE LONG ROAD OF LIFE I HAVE TRULY CHANGED INTO WHAT FEELS LIKE A STRANGER TO MYSELF..  GET TO KNOW THE NEW ME?  FIND THE OLD ME?  WHO KNOWS; MAYBE I'LL FIGURE IT OUT ALONG THE WAY.......