Heya. We all know people are not on grab as much now a days. And I cannot get onto facebook using this laptop and my gramps computer they are both too slow for it so I would like to announce my twitter page below lol. Yes I have become a proud owner of a twitter account. I see u all rolling ur eyes haha. Na its basically so u guys and my other friends can keep up to date with what im doing aswell as updating all ur own friends what ur doing like facebook status messages....its simple to use too...trust me worth trying out. So if u would like a way to keep in contact and see what im doing without coming to grab which i  rarely do myself now. Twitter is ur best bet...occasionally i get on facebook but very very rare can I go there. So twitter is it from now on. Join and click follow me :)

A fantastic song in my opinion you really need to hear the lyrics in a lot of songs I post. I am posting this here for someone in particular he knows who he is. Im sorry I couldnt help u in time baby *hugs* <3 xx

foul mood man foulll moood. im on the slowest computer EVER and yeh. im on new pills now citalopram. And yeah just grrrr everyones annoying me. [censored]in family I wish they would all just die somewhere. stupid workers that dont actually help. only way they helped is i just got into college but that aint even till september so i gotta sit here and [censored]in rot away into further mental illness till september by which point il be too pschotic to even go. so thanks a [censored]ing bunch i hate this mannn i always feel so crappy lol

hey guys so during a panic attack my laptop screen basically got broke. The inside screen is cracked causing some kinda crystal something leak. Apparently if it escapes the screen it is highly toxic. And at £400/$800 to repair and that's minimum. I am saving for a new laptop. For now I have my Gramps old very slow puter for meebo really so msn and yahoo and that. And my iPod aswell. So yeah won't be back in games and chat anytime soon so take care my lovelies. Msn or yahoo if u need me. Bye guys xx

BLOGS ARE SPOSE TO BE FREEDOM OF SPEECH WHY WAS MINE DELETED JUST COS I SPOKE THE TRUTH....DOOD I KNOW I WAS SCAMMED U GUYS ARE TRYING TO HIDE IT OR SOMETHING?

Ok so something happened tonight. And its all just got me thinking really. I kinda had a flashback to being a kid. As you know my gramps is away again this week and I dont see much of him lately but he has been getting really ill lately, and I mean he is doing really great hes 70 now but you would think he was 50 he is that full of life still. So when I see him ill it makes me realise hes not invisable as I grew up thinking. My gramps is the best ever he really is. I mean when my childhood fell apart he picked up the broken peices and supplied that little bit of love I needed in my life. And so I was browsing about on youtube and found a song that reminded me of him.

Sounds corny and you might be thinking hmmm not the kinda thing I had in mind. But I remember when I was younger it wasnt records it was tape cassettes and this was the first tape he brought. And he had a tape player in his car and every time we went out somewhere we would play this song. And every time I hear it I always think of him. And even now at the ripe old age of 18 lol if this song comes on somewhere we still have a little sing song to it =)

I dont know why I am sharing this but I dont know I felt an urge to post this video and thought I would share what it meant to me. =) Enjoy and sing along =) God bless everyone and my gramps =)

Hey guys I havent had a good old friggin moan in ages but this just set me off on one. because of a certain user, dsmasincuty, aka Donna, is now in PB. This other person, I will not even give the time of day by saying there name, but they have done things sooo terrible. that i am quite shocked they are allowed back on grab. its one personal attack after another. At one point the behaviour of this individual was so threatening I decided to report it to local authorities. But apparently that has not worked. Grab really need to buck up there ideas big time because they are losing more and more members as the days go by. And as for donna. She does not deserve this just because of what she said. I have heard FAR FAR FAR worse coming from ...The other person big gob. And still she is allowed to sit there and bully people. Something has to be done about it. NOW! instead of putting people in the pb for nothing why dont u put people in there for [censored]in harrasing bullying and just generally abusing other members. Not to mention doing it on multiple accounts. Cos I for one have had enough of this person and there stupid little games and im not afraid to show it. at the end of the day this is internet. what she gonna do apart from act all hard and tough on the end of her little computer screen. Rant OVER

Ok so my grandparents left me home alone for 2 weeks. first week was ok. 2nd week ran out of food....literally they took most the stuff away with them. and the only bits they left ran out. but then the money that was left for food. I had to use to pay the milkman cos they forgot. So now I have no money for food and im already starving since i didnt eat from 11th april am and its now 12 april pm and i have two eggs (non easter) to last till friday. And to top it all off the friggin heatings broke down and my gramps hasnt left a number or anything =( so basically im going to die alone in this house

Ok sooo a few wierd things I find in life.

Guy falks night - Some guy tried to blow up parlimant and we celebrate by blowing up fireworks on november 5th? how come? lol wasnt that a bad thing he did? Im not complaining, I mean I love blowing things up lol.

Christmas - Why do we get presents on someone elses birthday? I never get presents on my brothers birthday. How confusing lol

Easter - Why eggs? I dont get it. Im not really all that up on religions and what easter is. But I know it didnt involve egg...or did it. And why chocolate eggs... again not complaining as easter is one of my favourite holidays lol.

So if someone has the answers to these please help and Il be throwing more confusing questions out tomorow lol Thanks =)

Heya. I made this a heck of a long time ago. But I just came across it again on my new laptop and thought Id send it to ya again to show how special you are to me =)