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Sep 25, 2006 | 8:51PM

My prayer

 

All I want

All I need

Is your love.

Jesus.

Wash away the past.

Make old things new.

Cleanse me.

Purify me.

Let me live for you.

Be with me

So I am no longer alone

Be with me Jesus.

Amen.

 

Rise Up

Third Day

Well, I was there when you were torn apart
Now a piece of you is gone
Somehow you wish that you could only find
A little strength to carry on

You've tried so hard to make it on your own
That your heart has come undone
So I am here to prove that I alone
Have the power to overcome

Don't let your heart be troubled
This world will never keep you down
It will never keep you down

So rise up, my friend
No, this will never be the end
So rise up, my friend
And live again

I didn't want you to feel this way
It's not what life was meant to be
And so for you, my friend, I'll take your shame
You can give it all to me

'Cause you've wrestled demons every day
And they've dragged you to your knees
But in your weakness you will learn to find
That I will always be your strength

In life or in death
Through joy or regret
And all of the secret things you have done
No matter what comes, my friend
Nothing can keep you from the love of God

 

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Snakes, Spiders, and Sharks
Sep 24, 2006 | 9:31PM

Snakes in the Grass

 Spiders on the Ceiling

And

Sharks in the Water

 

When I was a child I used to play this game with my friends. It was so fun. We would put pillows on the floor in different spots with huge spaces in between them. The object of the game was not to touch the floor. We would jump from furniture to furniture from pillow to pillow until we reached the safe zone in the other room. It was an impossible game because the floor represented certain death. It was either grass full of snakes or an ocean filled with sharks. In my child mind it was always really stormy too. So that made the rocks (pillows) extra slippery. My friends and I would all be dramatic when we’d fall on the floor.

“Help me! I’m drowning! And the sharks got my leg too!” I’d scream.

Sometimes your friends would come hopping toward you dramatically and save you. Sometimes the weather and elements would pull them in too and we’d “die together” and still, other times they would leave you for dead and you were out or somehow managed to swim to safety.

It really was a fun game. I had for gotten about it until a friend shared his testimony at church, you know who you are, and had a pictures of sharks in the water. I sat listening about the sharks in his life and thought back to mine. The sharks that we were so terrified as children jumping away from we had become.

At some point it really was easier to become the hunter instead of the hunted. Then I thought deeper into the game we used to play. I think I understood more about life at 5 and 10 then I do now. That game we played signified how life works.

We are born perfect in a world full of stuff. Stuff that is so horrible that our minds just buckle. We try to protect ourselves and our kids. But sooner or later your children are going to run into snakes, spiders and sharks. How will they react?

Like we did in the game? “Sometimes your friends would come hopping toward you dramatically and save you. Sometimes the weather and elements would pull them in too and we’d “die together” and still, other times they would leave you for dead and you were out or somehow managed to swim to safety.”

I spent this last weekend at my parents as usual. And my bed was perfect, clean sheets, sweetly perfumed air…and as I laid in bed I saw a spider in the corner on the wall. I thought “no big deal”, but said to my mom to get dad to kill it. Well, 15 minutes later, I’m still staring at this spider. Thinking…its just a spider spinning a web. Its okay. He doesn’t even know I’m here. Besides he’s the size of a quarter and I am5’ 3”. I’m so much bigger. I’ll win this fight. Its just a spider.

Just with that thought the spider starting walking towards me. Then he started running towards my head. I started screaming for my mom while trying to jump out of bed quite unsuccessfully I might add. And then the spider just jumped on me. By the time my parents got upstairs I was already out of bed in a panic and the spider disappeared somewhere under the bed. I knew for sure he was waiting to take a bite out of me.

I slept on the couch that night. The next night I decided to brave the bed with no sign of Mr. Spidey in sight I thought he moved on. Sure enough I woke up with a huge spider bite on my hand. He got me good.

So with snakes in the grass, spiders on the ceiling and sharks in the water what are we to do?

Have faith in God, accept his grace and forgiveness. And never never never forget that His love stretches to us. These barriers we have up that we built since we were children need to be torn down and replaced with grace and love.

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my hope
Sep 11, 2006 | 9:55PM
When the weight of the world is on my shoulders
And my bridges are broken
I will remember You
When the flowers are blooming, skies are bluer than ever
And everything's well
I will remember You

Oh Lord my God, You walk beside me
Through the laughter, through the tears
Oh Lord my God, You hold and You hide me
Because of your love, I have nothing to fear

You are my hope You are my joy
You are my Savior and You are my God
You are my love You are my life
And I will praise you forever my God

The deepest part of me is crying out
Just to know You more
So I remember You
Now I will draw nearer to who You are
And I see you clearer
As I remember You
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myspace
May 30, 2006 | 8:25PM

I will no longer make blogs on grab. To contact me please go to my myspace profile at www.myspace.com/mrsgollum 

Thank you!

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A Film about Jesus
May 18, 2006 | 9:16AM

I hope you enjoy this!

 http://media.inspirationalfilms.com/?id=eng00

and the home address is

http://www.inspirationalfilms.com

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Chris Daughtry Says "I'll be back"
May 11, 2006 | 7:57PM

Elvis week 

The result show!!!

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Chris Daughtry- Renegade/I dare you
May 06, 2006 | 11:44AM
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post it reminder
Apr 26, 2006 | 2:43PM

 

 

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Chris Daughtry new video!
Apr 25, 2006 | 10:47PM
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Chris Daughtry vid
Apr 19, 2006 | 9:44PM
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CHRIS DAUGHTRY IS AWESOME
Apr 12, 2006 | 12:13PM
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More Chris Daughtry
Apr 06, 2006 | 8:49AM

 Chris Daughtry - what if and Memories of us

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Look What I did!
Mar 28, 2006 | 9:45AM

Look what I did! My name is in the credits! I edited this and put it on veoh! you'll have to  go to veoh to see the whole thing!

 

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Broken
Mar 27, 2006 | 10:26AM
BROKEN (Chris Daughtry)

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I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause' I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when your gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

 

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