i'm just suffering those days, i'm not tala anymore

dunno what happend to me, look at me i was so crazy, i used to make ppl feel better, i never did cry, never felf sad, but these days i'm crying always alone, ignored , the smile that i have is made up nothing is real,

i'm hurting everyone, this n that, even my best frineds Rawan and Zahra, Farah, '

i feel now that i want to run away , i want to die , i want to go, i wanna be alone everytime i see a kid laughing or crying i cry, i saw (one week ago) my brother was playing with his frineds running i cried like i was stupid,

i feel that i'm in a black box that i can't get out and surrounded by stuff and unhappy thing

i thank god i'm doing good in school, but what happened i'm not goos in math like i used to be...it's not cool 47over 60 ??? what happened to me

trying to make friends and all of these ppl are my frineds but they're not true i mean i can't replace my old firneds Hala Hailey Luma Alia Sawsan Ola Lamees and Haya..

guys i'm sorry for the things that i did help me

but i knew god is mad at me and that's why .., i'm suree

1. i was 5 yrs old!!!

2. Five years ago -i met my boyfrined eww

 3. One year ago - met Mommy Colleen and Aniso and all my frineds here on grab!!

4. Yesterday - talked with Hailey met Natali and talked to her and went out!!

5. Today- studied, bought new clothes it cost 300 dollars!! don'tt tell my parents bout that!! 

6. Tomorrow - GOT OUT

7. Five snacks I enjoy -ice cream kitkat chips and mars and umm lemom!! i'll eat it now(after finsihing this)

8. Five bands or singers I like- 3 doors down, evanescence -era, seether, H.I.M

9. Five things I would do with $100,000,000 - BUY CLOTHES, buy house, help ppl make dad stay with us, umm pay bills!!

10. Five locations I’d like to run away to - Paris- Ohio to see Momy on grab, Norway and my room in K.S.A and Makkah in ksa

11. Five Bad Habits -crying being depressed, kill my self, ignore my friends (that were more than just friends) and listening to music so much 

12. Five things I like doing - going on ,go out, eat (believe me i don't eat but when i eat i really eat) talking ping pong running stuff like that and walking SHOPPING

13. Five T.V. shows I like - that's so raven- little miracles, dexter's laboratory (mogamarat abu riyadh) arabic show and ana wa arba3 banat same thiung 

14. Famous People I’d like to meet - BRAD ARNOLD amy lee

15. Biggest joys at the moment - to see babies playing running happy aww

16. Favorite toys - Computer, the game cube,acting

17. Now tag 5 people other than the ones I tagged below:

Aniso_92- ChihuahuaLover-foophie- Laura339 -lollita- extemeplayer

-  Now copy and past this post to your blog and change the answers to suit you

Missing 

>The Best Moments In Life 

1. Falling in love.

2. Laughing till your stomach hurts. 

3. Enjoying a ride down the country side.

4. Listening to your favorite song on the radio. 

5. Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside.

 
6. Getting out of the shower and wrapping yourself with a warm,
fuzzy towel

7. Passing your final exams with
good grades.

Hello, this is Talah, lol i know u know me!!!

well i have nothing to say so i thought i can tell u about me cuz i love me!!! well this is where i live, u can find me here!!!

anyway, ummm i am weird, freak and

i'm so very inlove with my self!!! that's why ppl hate me cuz i feel like i'm prettier than anyone!! prettier than Nancy Ajram and yeah if u don't agree then la MIZI, i love everyhitng in my self and i thank god for it, so very great in math, chemistry physics and writing

my dream and everyone knows it is to make someone becomes a Muslim, and my fear is to miss a prayer grr its hard for me well i'm famous in ma school the principal's daughter so no one can bother me!!! but they call me a goth

now i'm in da hard level Brevet that sucks i should study no weekends well only sunday

u all know that i'm a Muslim right? plz ask me something, well i PROMISE i'll do some posts about it u all should know about it. 

and if u want to be a friend of mine u should talk to me, DON'T ignore me, keep talking u all know i can be friends with u less than 5 minutes

well i have alot of friends here 1- Farah- Stant-Ansio-Nafnof-Chris-Monica-Colleen- did i forget anyone then sorry i'll catch u up later

i'm punk-goth-skater so inlove with computer hiking rafting walking running-garbage but i don't eat from garbage- BLOOD love bleedin i used to bleed but thank god no more,and most of all ME oh u wanna see my future husband??? awwwwww

i'm great in Chemistry. Math .Physics and Religion ofcourse u all know bout that. i love my Biology teacher but not really along with it or Arabic oh my God U REALLY DON'T HAVE TO ASK ME ABOUT IT OR EVEN BOUT HISTORY AND GEO u can ask me bout French and English , the answer would (probably be) BORING, i love bout school umm running maybe yeah and hate those drop quizez ewww, about music thing i love gothic rock and rock alternative and classic, AND HATE heavy or pop eww or RAP EWWWW

i spend my time watching Dexter's Laboratory, power puff girls u know cartoon network cuz they all resemble me cuz i'm Deedee Bubbles and Edd u know alot of thme i guess i wrote it wrong them

Religion: DUH u all know Islam, ahh thinking of that day, i pray duhh and pray extra i wonder how God will thank me for that, i'm just proud of my self oh i just found my way and its Islam cool cool

my hopes (well the first hope is written in ma profile) next one TO GET MARRIED AND have kids awwwww babies i'm a great mother, hopefully inshallah

what else my family: 2 Bros 1 Sis most of my friends fell in love with my big bro just like now my friend!! the other boy u realy don't have to know about him u'll regret that , all the ppl love my sis she's great,loving caring

i'm like her but when i get mad i really get so very mad then i hurt everyone even the persons that i love u know who i'm talkin about........ look enough talking got to go study hard now take care all of u

my next thing will probably be about Islam so u better read it but i don't know when maybe another month cuz'u know i'm busy!!!!

babababababababababababye ok don't cry i should go!!!