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~~~MEMORIES PAST~~~

~June 30, 2009~ 

Emotions swirl through my mind

like a sudden storm on a Summer day.

I needed you in my life in some way,

yet it is so hard to look at your picture anymore,

and really...I dont need to, as you are

in my mind so clearly.

I am happier now than I have been in a long while,

and going on with my life,

but there are still times when the memories

come flooding back to me,

and my eyes cloud over,

and for a short while I cannot see.

I guess it will always be like this,

so I might as well get used to it,

as I will always remember and cherish you,

but I wonder if you will remember me

somewhere down the line,

before the feelings die.

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~July 12, 2009~

My eyes, my soul, will never let you go from me.

Forever within, YOU, I will be able to see.

Even the darkness of the night cannot hide you,

or the love I had there for you,

for it was so true.

My heart has a special place for you,

and beats in unisom with yours,

even though we are separated by

many reasons and miles.

My eyes twinkle, and my lips smile

thinking about you.

So, you see now that no matter what,

You still are a great part of me,

and you still hold a treasured key.

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~August 18, 2009~

One cannot unlove someone,

it is impossible to do

especially when you have felt

a soulmate love that was so true.

How does one forget someone

who has changed the beat of your heart,

even when both of you were miles apart?

Feelings towards someone cannot be turned off and on,

even when you don't communicate anymore,

and they are gone.

One cannot unlove someone, no way can it be,

as once the love you have for them

is nested deep within your heart.

Love has no escape, you see.

The love I had is here to stay

and I will learn how to deal with it all,

and perhaps one day, there will be more

than this little poem to recall.

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~September 12, 2009~

Please someone tell me why sweet words

once spoken with care and love

can be spoken with such anger

towards the one who loved too much.

It is because the other heart cannot accept

what is offered, that it is too overwhelmed,

and rejects, so that

it is easier for them to move on.

What changes, and why can we not

just share our feelings,

even if we do not ever act upon them?

What is the harm?

Why can we not just have the love

from the one who exudes the charm?

The heart chooses who to love,

sometimes we have no choice.

We go where or whom it leads us to.

It seems when this happens it almost always

ends badly and someone gets hurt.

Words are often said in passion,

or with some anger and can be very curt.

Sensitive people I think should maybe not

fall in love with all their heart and soul...

unless they are very sure that if things go wrong,

they can still remain strong and whole.

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~October 11, 2009~

So easy it seemed for you to let me just go.

I only wished it were so simple for me to do too,

but that is where we differ, you see.

Emotions, feelings, words exchanged between us,

will always remain deep inside,

and regardless of what others say,

they will never depart, as a love

like I felt for you, can never diminish,

and will always be a treasured keepsake

within my beating heart.

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~October 12, 2009~

Lingering feelings and emotions,

actually is a good thing right now,

living each hour as it comes

and from day to day. experience in life

teaches us so much, even when it seems

too much to bare.

In time all things can be mended

like clothing with a tear.

Time heals all, I have heard said so often to me,

but it isn't really true you know.

Some things cannot be healed that easily,

however, we do have other things, people,

to perhaps fill in the empty void that is left behind,

within our hearts, our souls, and even our mind.

New experiences in time will again give us hope

to dream and love once again, and what is now,

will be back then.

None of us knows what life holds in store,

and we hold onto dreams that

sometimes never really can come true,

but one never knows all of this for sure,

so we should smile and not be down or blue.

So life is ever changing,

sometimes we know not the reasons why,

but perhaps better to not question and say

a 'sweet adieu'... never a final goodbye.

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~October 12, 2009~

Was our love only an illusion,

or was there just some confusion?

Is it just me who feels something still?

Should I just give all my emotions up...

have you had your fill?

I can't believe that all the feelings felt inside,

can just be turned off this way , not the

desire, the passion we felt that day.

My eyes fill of tears as I think of

the wway we used to speak,

the way my legs would get weak,

just at the thought of you holding me tight,

kissing me, whether it be day or night.

Maybe one day I will know the truth

of how your heart truly felt for me.

Then maybe I will plainly see.

Until that time, all I can do

is believe what you told me to,

and I will keep on loving you.

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~November 4, 2009~

MAYBE I NEED A BABY

I held a baby the other day,

close to my neck she was,

and I inhaled the sweet scent of her

as I kissed her little head.

There is nothing like a baby

to bring out the softest feelings 

from within all of us.

The touch of their silky soft baby skin,

the total innocence in their sparlking eyes,

full of wonder as they look at you

and open their arms to you,

entrusting you to care for them

as you take their little bodies

and hold them close to yours.

I am in my own little heaven

when I have a baby in my arms,

and most times I am lucky as they seem

to be happy with me too.

Babies sense that you love them

and whether you are kind or not,

and know when they are with someone good,

who will treat them gently and give them food.

Babies are blessings from above,

and all that should ever be shown to them

should be abundant care and love.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

~~~A BEAUTIFUL MESSAGE FROM MY MOM~~~

Don't ever forget that you are unique.

Be your best self and not an imitation of someone else.

Find your strength and use them in a positive way.

Don't listen to those who ridicule the choices you make.

Travel the road that you have chosen and don't look back with regret.

You have to take chances to make your dreams happen.

Remember that there is plenty of time to travel another road...

and still another...in your journey through life.

Take the time and the route that is right for you.

You will learn something valuable from every trip you takd,

so don't be afraid to make mistakes.

Tell yourself that you're okay just the way you are.

Make friends who respect your true self.

Take the time to be alone, too, so you can know

just how terrific your own company can be.

Remember that being alone doesn't always mean being lonely;

it can be a beautiful experience of finding your creativity,

your heartfelt feelings, and the calm and quiet peace deep inside you.

Dont ever forget that you are special and you have within you

the ability to make your dreams come true.

~~~~~MY CREED***I HOPE TO LIVE BY~~~~~

Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others.

It is because we are different that each of us is special.

Don't set your goals by what other people deem important.

Only you know what is best for you.

Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart.

Cling to them as you would your life, for without them

life is meaningless.

Don't give up when you still have something to give.

Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.

Dont be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect.

It is this fragile thread that binds us to each other.

Don't be afraid to encounter risks.

It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.

Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find.

The quickest way to receive love is to give love.

The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly,

and the best way to keep love is to give it wings.

Don't dismiss your dreams.

To be without dreams is to be without hope.

To be without hope is to be without purpose.

Don't run through life so fast that you forget

not only where you've been, but also where you're going.

Life is not a race, but a journey to be savored

each step of the way.

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