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Apr 17, 2007 | 9:06PM

The Reason

The Reason why I cut myself,
is from the pain I hold inside.

The Reason why I cry,
is from you leaving me behind.

The Reason why im sad,
is from the lies you've told me.

The Reason why I hate you,
Is from all the time I needed you
but you were never there.

The Reason why im always alone,
Is cause I dont want no one but you.

There is one Reason that I dont have
an answer for,
Is The Reason why you left,
and never came back.

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Boring Grab
Mar 25, 2007 | 12:31PM
Grab.com has gotten sooo boring, lol like ya all dont know that, ok well um... yeah Im not gonna be gettin' on as much as Before, But I will still get on just to look around and play some games when Im really really really bored and theres nothin' else to do, ok well um yeah ok well, CYA PPLS  Love Ya All
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March 11th, 2007
Mar 11, 2007 | 3:31PM

todays my birthday!!!!!!!! ^_^

So Happy, im finaly 15!!!!!

lol

0_0

man im getting old.....lol jkjkjk

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LIFE
Jan 28, 2007 | 12:52AM

Hey,, to the people who read my good for nothing blog -_-"

my life,,...........I really hate it right now,, cause it suck's,,

I feel like killing my-self,,

cause every-one look on the out-side from,,

the way you look,,

the way you dress,,

the way you put on make-up,,

they shouldn't be looking on the out-side they should be looking on the in-side where it really matter's,, cause some-one can look really hot and when you get to know them a little better you come to find out that that person is a stupid ass bitch and care's bout nothing but them-self,,

and one thing that really make's me mad is when they make fun of you cause of the way you look,,dress,,etc... I hate that soo bad,, some-time's I wish I could just kill the person by running them over with a school bus on main street,, but yeah I can't do that,, cause then I would have to pay their hospital bill's,, LOL,,

ok well this was just bout how some people and really mean and make fun of others for stupid reason's,, when you do that it really hurt's them so plz try to be a little nicer to some-one that you have hurt by making fun of them even if you think they didn't care,, and that you think then new you was just kidding well they might not know that so tell them you srry and all that stuff,,

ok that's all for really im out cya all around!!

love ya all's ~_ ^

oh yeah and um srry if I miss spelled any word's

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DO THIS ITS SOO FREAKY
Jan 27, 2007 | 9:27PM
DO THIS ITS SOO FREAKY






here just do it


most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I received this letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and within a week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,

this

really

works!!!!











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1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3 times!











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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and say it to your self 6 times!!











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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!








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4. Think of something that you want to happen between you and that 1special person and say it to your self 12 times!!!












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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as you scroll down focus and concentrate on it and think on nothing else but that wish.











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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish that you picked.







After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and what you wished for will come true within in one week!







u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!!



























































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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!











Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda chain letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1864 and if you break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing these stories.







First Example:



Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl, up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same kid since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any attention to it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her dad got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent the letter none of that would have happened and her mom would be alive.







Second Example:



Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd grade. The next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for him ever since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out, and of course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.







Third Example:



Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart kid and he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled a few friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day, about that same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him Nintendo64 and play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and Limp Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin' wild! the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been going out ever since.







Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but thats only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go out withthat special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you send this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life..... forever!!!!!



10 people- your crush will say they like you as a friend...... ONLY!!!!!



15 people- your crush will say they like you



20 people- your crush will ask you out!



25 people- your crush will kiss you!!



30 people - Your crush will have with you



35 people or more- All of the above!!



Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go in a chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the catch..... you only have 1 hour
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RoofTops
Dec 27, 2006 | 11:29PM
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LITTLE BOUT ME
Nov 17, 2006 | 4:58PM

Life:
.:. High SchooL: KCHS
.:. Junior High: KCHS
.:. Elementary: AES
.:. Favorite Soda: PEPSI
.:. Favorite fruit: ...IDK

Do You:

.:. Like someone: YEAH
.:. Want more piercings: NOPE IM GOOD
.:. Want a tattoo: YEAH

Last:

.:. Person talked to/texted on the phone: KAY
.:. Person IMed online? LORI

.:. Movie watched: UMM.....IDK
.:. Blue or red?: BLUE
.:. Spring or Fall?: FALL

Random stuff:

.:. Do you speak a different language? NOPE

.:. How old do you act? UMM NOT MY AGE (LOL)
.:. Mood? HAPPY, SAD,


The 4 W's Questions:

Who's in the room with you? UMM NO-ONE
What was the last thing you ate? CHIP'S
What was the last thing you drank? WATER
What color pants are you wearing? BLUE
What is the closest item near you that is blue? MY PANT'S
What are you wearing on your feet? SHOE'S
What instant messaging service do you use? YAHOO, MSN
What do you wear more, jeans or shorts? JEAN'S
Where is your mom? IN THE LINING ROOM
Where do you sleep? IN MY BED
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? UMM....I REALLY DONT KNOW

__Which is Better With The Preferred Sex__
67. Cute or Sexy: CUTE
68. Lips or Eyes: EYE'S
69. Hugs or Kisses: HUG'S
70. Short or Tall: DON'T MATTER

71. Easygoing or serious: EASY-GOING
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: LITTLE OF BOTH
073. Muscular or Skinny: DON'T MATTER
074. Sensitive or Loud: DON'T MATTER
075. Hook-up or Relationship: RELATION-SHIP
076. Sweet or Caring: LITTLE OF BOTH
077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant one: TROUBLE MAKER

___Have You Ever___
078. Kissed a Stranger: NOPE
079. Drank Bubbles?: NOPE -_-?
080. Lost glasses/contacts: YEAH
083. Got an X-ray and on what?: YEAH, (MY FOOT)
084. Have You Broken Someones Heart?: NO
085. Had your heart broken?: YEAH
086. Ate a cucumber whole?: NOPE
088. Cried At School and why?: YEAH (UMM..IDK WHY)

___Do You Believe In___

090. Miracles: YEAH
091. Love At First Sight: YEAH
092. Ghosts: NOPE
093. Aliens: NOPE
094. Magic: NOPE
095. Heaven: YEAH
096. Hell: YEAH
098. Kissing on The First Date: NOPE
099. Horoscopes: KINDA

44 TRUTHS

--Today Did You--

1. Talk to a boy/girl you like today? YEAH


2. Realize anything? YEAH


3. Talk to an ex? NOPE


4. Miss someone? YEAH


**LAST PERSON WHO**

5. Slept in your bed? ME


6. Saw/heard you cry? MY BEST FRIEND'S


7. You went to the movies with? UMM...IDK


8. Went to the mall with you? MY COUSIN


9. You said "I love you" to and meant it? ;-) NOT SAYING ;-)


12.Called you in the middle of the night? MY COUSIN


13. Do you have a crush on someone? YEAH


JUST PLAIN QUESTIONS

14. What book are you reading now? HARRY POTTER


15. Best Feeling in the world? LOVE


16. Favorite location? ANYWERE NEAR WATER


17. piercing/tattoos? NOPE, (BUT I WANT A TATTOO)


18. What are you really most scared of right now? BEE'S


19. Where do you want to get married? ANYWERE NEAR WATER


20. Do you hate anyone? YEAH


21. Anyone hate you? YEAH


22. Do you like being around people? DEPEND'S ON WHO THE PEOPLE ARE


23. Have you ever cried? YEAH


24. Are you lonely right now? YEAH


26. Been on radio/TV? YEAH


27. Ever liked someone, but you think they never noticed you? YEAH


28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap? YEAH


29. How many beds did you lay in yesterday? ONE

30. What color shirt are you wearing? BLACK


31. Name three things that you do almost every day:
1. GO TO SCHOOL
2. TALK
3. CHAT ON COMPUTER

35. Who got you to join myspace? MY FRIEND MANDY


36. What did you have for dinner last night? NOTHING (DIDN'T EAT DINNER)(NEVER DO)


39. What web site do you visit the most? WWW.MYSPACE.COM


40. Do you have plants in your room? NOPE


41. Does anything hurt on your body right now? YEAH


42. Where was your last cab ride? LIKE NEVER


44. Would you have a problem if your friend went after your ex? YEAH KINDA

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Love VS. Sex
Oct 20, 2006 | 8:21PM
Love vs. sex
A teenage girl about 17 had
gone
to visit some friends one evening

and time passed quickly as each shared
their
various experiences of the past year.

She ended up staying longer than
planned,
and
had to walk home alone. She wasn't
afraid
because it was a small town and she lived
only
a
few blocks away.

As she walked along under the tall elm
trees,
Diane asked God to keep her safe from
harm
and
danger.

When she reached the alley, which was a
short
cut to her house, she decided to take it.

However, halfway down the alley she
noticed
a
man standing at the end as though he
were
waiting
for her.

She became uneasy and began to pray,
asking
for
God's protection.

Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness
and
security wrapped round her, she felt as
though
someone was walking with her.

When she reached the end of the alley,
she
walked right past the man and arrived
home
safely.

The following day, she read in the
newspaper
that
a young girl had been raped in the same
alley
just
twenty minutes after she had been there.

Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and
the
fact
that it could have been her, she began to
weep.

Thanking the Lord for her safety and to
help
this
young woman, she decided to go to the
police
station.

She felt she could recognize the man, so
she
told
them her story.

The police asked her if she would be
willing to
look
at a lineup to see if she could identify
him.

She agreed and immediately pointed out
the
man
she had seen in the alley the night
before.

When the man was told he had been
identified,
he
immediately broke down and confessed.

The officer thanked Diane for her bravery
and
asked if there was anything they could do
for
her.

She asked if they would ask the man one
question.

Diane was curious as to why he had not
attacked
her.

When the policeman asked him, he
answered, "Because she wasn't alone.
She
had
two tall men walking on either side of
her."

Amazingly, whether you believe or not,
you're
never alone. Did you know that 98% of
teenagers
will not stand up for God?

Repost this as Love vs. Sex if you truly
believe
in
God..,


PS: God is always there in your heart and loves you no matter what.....and if u stand up 4 him u would repost this

90% wont repost
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...Umm Yeah This Is Cute
Oct 11, 2006 | 5:04PM

your the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,

your the STAR to my BURST,

your the M to my M,

your the POP to my TART,

your the MILKY to my WAY,

your the FRUIT to my LOOP,

your the MILK to my DUDS,

your the LUCKY to my CHARMS,

your the ICE to my CREAM,

your the GHETTO to my BOOTY,

but mostly....

your the BEST to my FRIEND

 

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HE'S EVERYTHING YOU WANT
Oct 01, 2006 | 7:56PM

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Savage Garden Truly Madly Deeply
Oct 01, 2006 | 7:50PM
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Sep 28, 2006 | 7:51PM

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HI

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Smiley

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There's Nothing To Do On Grab AnyMore

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Just For Fun!!
Sep 27, 2006 | 7:37PM

This is just for fun. A boyfriend application. Fill it out if you want and send it in PM.
BASICS
Name:
Age:
Height:
Location:
Hair color:
Eye color:
Ethnicity:

YES OR NO
Smoke?
Drink?
Do drugs?
Play sports?
Have piercings?
Have tattoos?
Have a car?
Drive?
Religious?
Do you cry?
Can you cook?
Love at first sight?
Artistic?
Musical?
Perfer to be alone?
Do you like storms?
Would you use me?
Cheat on me?
Lie to me?
Youre the center of attention?
Want kids?
Have a job?
Do you like me?
Have pets?
Are you a virgin?

THIS OR THAT
Cat or dog?
Black or white?
Day or night?
Hamburger or hot dog?
Simple or challenging?
Sweet or sour?
Love or lust?
Happy or sad?
Pain or pleasure?
Hunt or be hunted?
Walk or run?
Rain or shine?
Quiet or loud?
Pool or ocean?
Blood or water?
Live or die?
Laugh or scream?
Pestimistic or optimistic?
Hugs or kisses?

YOU ARE... (Check those that apply)
[ ]open
[ ]honest
[ ]moral
[ ]fun
[ ]humorous
[ ]mature
[ ]organized
[ ]sweet
[ ]macho
[ ]responsible
[ ]social/outgoing
[ ]quiet/shy
[ ]goofy
[ ]healthy
[ ]considerate
[ ]insecure
[ ]boring
[ ]witty
[ ]sensitive
[ ]idiotic
[ ]expressive
[ ]carefree
[ ]happy
[ ]energetic
[ ]loving
[ ]miserable
[ ]nervous

SHORT ANSWER
Is family or friends more important to you?

What is your favorite resturant?

What annoys you?

How much school have you attended?

What is your favorite body part?

What is your best quality?

What do you like best about me?

How many guys/girls have you been with?

What is your biggest flaw?

What is your biggest fear?

What was your longest relationship?

What is your ideal occupation?

How often do you shower?

Have any deep secrets?

Why is the sky blue?

How much does 10 gallons of water weigh?

OKAY! Thats it. I think I killed you all enough.

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I'm 70% EMO!
Sep 27, 2006 | 4:52PM

[x] I have pale skin.
[x] I have dyed my hair black.
[] I have a funky hair cut involving strands that stick up.
[] My hair covers one eye at least
[x] I wear too much black eyeliner
[x] I own dozens of band tee-shirts
[x] I wear tight pants.
[] I own Vans or Chuck Taylors.
[x] I wear mostly black, black and red, or black and hot pink.
[x] I am dark and sensitive.
[x] people have called me a "pysco" or a "loser"
[X] I cut myself.
[] I'm obsessed with blood.
[x] I cry too much.
[x] I'm typically "depressed".
[x] listen to Hawthorne Heights, Green Day, or Dashboard Confessional.
[x] I have low self-esteem.
[x] I'm quiet and shy.
[x] I write poetry.
[x] I relate most things in life to song lyrics.
[] My Myspace name includes a word like Murderer, Killer, Homocide, Thrash, Death, Horror, Massacre, Rage, Lonely, Broken, or Alone, or any word that means Devil.
[] Have lyrics in my AIM profile.
[x] I hate my life.
[x] My parents don't understand me.
[] I'm "non-conforming".
[] I paint my nails black.
[x] I wear makeup.
[x] I say things like "slit my throat" and "cut my wrists".
[x] I go to lots of concerts.
[] I wear my little sister or brother's clothes.
[x] Sometimes I feel "suffocated".
[x] I've had to talk to the counselor at school.
[] I've been to therapy.
[] My friends and I have basically have the same clothes.
[x] I hate preps or AT LEAST the ones that go "like o.m.g!"
[] I have a facial piercing.
[] I look up to Sonny Moore.
[x] I have very strong opinions about the bands I like.
[x] I'm medicated for my emotions.
[x] I cry myself to sleep at least once a week.
[x] Little things really bother me.
[x] I've had a lot of breakups.
[x] I usually have a very blank facial expression.
[x] I rarely seem excited.
[x] I wonder about the point of my existence.
[x] Sometimes I think about suicide.
[x] I like to be alone.
[x] No one "gets" me.
[x] I'm dying inside.

Now count number of X's, multiply that number by 2 and that is your Emo percentage

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